I was sat in the coffee shop staring out of the window "Deven? are you alright?" I looked over at my boss "Is everything okay hun?" She looked concerned.
"I'm fine" I sipped my coffee looking back out of the window.
"Deven I know when somethings not right love?" I rolled my eyes and looked back at her
"If you really have to know, my boyfriend just left me to persue his dreams in America" She appologised and put a hand on my shoulder "But if that's what he wanted? I mean you went and persued your dreams, I'm sure he's not that pleased with other men looking at you" I ignored her comment. I hadn't persued anything as drastic as that. Well maybe I had but you know what I'm trying to say right? I finished off my coffee "So what have I got to do today?" My boss placed her cup and went into her bag "Just fill these forms out and I've got some locations for your shoots next week........You can have the rest of the day off. Just make sure you get those forms to me tomorrow" I nodded and put the forms into my bag "Thanks" I watched as she left the cafe and walked over to her car.
I must have checked my phone a thousand times since Jacky left yesterday I remember him saying he would call me as soon as he got there but I've heard nothing! It's now 5pm I've been sat in this cafe all afternoon. I looked over to my car it was pissing it down with rain but the cafe was closing so I had to venture out in it. I grabbed my bag and put my coat over my head making sure I had my car keys at the ready. I ran out into the rain and got into my car I decided to ring Jacky myself to see what was going on it rang for a bit and then someone answered just as I was about to give up "Hello"
"Jacky?"
"Babe Hey"
"Why didn't you call me when you got there!" I shouted at him he didn't answer for a second
"Well I just had a lot of stuff to sort out. I was going to call you tonight" I believed him and we spoke for a while until he had to go and do something "You should come visit some time soon though"
"You want me too?" I replied seeing as he hadn't bothered to call me
"Of course I do babe, I want you here with me!" I smiled to the phone "Look I'd better go, I've gotta go sort some stuff out, I love you"
"I love you Jacky, call me tomorrow?" I questioned
"Sure bye" I put the phone down and put it in my purse.
When I pulled up in the car park of the apartments I jumped out of the car and went upstaris. Again it was strange going into the empty flat without Jacky there. I dumped my bag on the table and flicked the TV on, part of me wished I had more friends, I mean it's a Friday night and I'm spending it alone in my flat. I cooked some pasta up from my Dinner and then just sat infront of the TV watching The Notebook which made me 100 times worse than I already was. I decided to call it a night at around 9pm so I got up and went to bed.
1 Month Later
I haven't heard from Jacky in a month. Everytime I tried to contact him he wouldn't answer his phone, Facebook messages, tweets, etc. I mean I'd seen the band all over Twitter and Facebook and their new music was pretty good. I grabbed my bag from the car seat and headed out to the office of FRONT magazine. I was going to model in some underwear for this shoot. I'd done this before but for a catalog company so I wasn't too nervous. My boss was already there waiting for me "Hello Love, you've got another hour till the shoot there has been a delay because some of the lighting has broken" I sighed and sat down
"Are you okay Deven?"
"Yeah I'm okay"
"Still not over Jacky moving then?" I looked at her but decided not to shout at her as it probably wouldn't go down too well
