I rolled over to catch my breath and cover my naked body with the sheets that were strung across Ronnie's bed. Ronnie was lying facing the ceiling breathing heavily with his eyes shut I sighed and turned to look at him "What was that?" I questioned him wanting it to have meant something and not just because I was there and I wanted to do it just as much. He turned to look at me "I don't know, but it was great" I watched him as he got up and put his clothes back on "I need to get to the venue, we are playing tonight and I totally lost track of time!" I looked at the clock on the bedside table and saw that it was getting on for 5pm and Falling In Reverse's shows usually started at 7 "Can I come?" I shouted not wanting to stay here bored alone all night he nodded and I quickly sorted myself out, doing my make up and throwing my hair back into a pony tail and grabbing my purse. I went out to the living room where Ronnie was doing his eyeliner and he grabbed my hand and we went outside "Remember don't mention anything about what happened back then" I turned to him "Why are you so worried about me letting it out?" I asked as I buckled my seat belt
"Because if Jacky finds out he will kick off and I can't be bothered with it" I gulped
"Okay" I guess that was a fair point, I mean it wasn't as if I was going to shout it out to everyone.
"Ronnie! It's Six!" I shouted "Where the hell is this venue?"
"Chill out I'll call Ryan!" We had been driving around for an hour trying to find this god damn venue that they were meant to be playing at tonight. We pulled over and Ronnie grabbed his phone off of the dashboard "Hey Ryan" I heard Ryan shout into the phone something about being late "Yeah I'm on the way, where is the venue" When he put the phone down he sped off imidiatley not bothering to check if anything was coming. I didn't bother saying anything as he looked mad. Twenty minutes later we arrived at the venue, Ronnie flashed his ID to the security and he parked up before jumping out making me follow him into the back of the venue. It was 6:30 which meant they had no time for a soundcheck as the support band were already playing. The guys were all circled around in the dressing room and they all looked mad as we both walked in side by side. All but Derek anyway who started laughing probably because he was nervous "Man where have you been!?" Ryan shouted from the couch "I forgot the venue and lost track of time back at mine" Ronnie groaned in response. The support band came off and I saw them walk into their dressing room "Come on let's just talk about this afterwards and get ready to get on stage" I stepped out into the corridor as they slid out of the room. Ron was the last to leave and as he passed me he stopped and came back to stand in front of me "I can smell it on you" I narrowed my eyes at him not knowing what he meant "You should always shower after sex Deven" he winked at me and ran off to catch up with the others. I shut the door of the dressing room and grabbed a bottle of water from the fridge before leaving to go and watch the guys perform. This was the first time I had seen them perform properly because the last time I was backstage in the vip area so couldn't see them. They were really good, their fans were fucking crazy and it made me laugh at how adored these guys had become in such a short peroid of time. I made sure I went to the dressing room before they came off stage as I knew they'd be going out to do signings pretty soon and I didn't want to get in the way. I was thankful that there was a TV in the dressing room that I could put on and watch, I heard the door open and saw Jacky stood there he rolled his eyes when he saw me. I giggled slightly as I thought about how pathetic it was that he couldn't stand the sight of me "Why are you still out here?" I looked up from the TV at him "Because I am and I want to be out here!" I replied
"Well you need to leave, go home" he snipped "It's not like I've already told you this" I shook my head "And you are not making my choices for me" I said flicking the TV off. "Plus I don't have any money" I said sighing. I watched Jacky walk over to his bag and grab his cheque book. He grabbed a pen from his pocket and started writing on it before ripping it from the book and handing it to me "Now go!" I looked at him and then back at the cheque as he left the room. It was a lot of money and I mean a lot, he was actually paying me to get out of his life basically. I had to admit though it was upsetting me the way he was treating me and if it was going to be like this for however long I would have to stay around them then I would much prefer to be at home with my parents. I only put the cheque away in my handbag when the rest of the guys walked in and in that 40 minutes of staring at that cheque I'd made the decision to go home and get out of Jacky's hair. I was quiet the rest of the night and spent most of it just staring into space trying to feel happy about my decision to go back to England. I guess I was only doing it for Jacky. When they finally decided to leave Ronnie had to wave his hand in front of my face to wake me from my thoughts. I stood up "Sorry I was miles away" I laughed it off and followed Ronnie out to his car "I caught most of your show, it was amazing!" I beemed at Ronnie, already trying to make convosation incase he knew something was up. He smiled "Well thank you, we got crazy fans right?"
