I groaned and looked around the room I was in not recognising it at all. I sat up and lookd towards the slightly opened door. I slid out of the covers, noticing I was in my pants and vest top, I grabbed my skirt from the floor and put it on. Shoving my hair over one shoulder and flattening it down a little I peered around the door seeing two dark haired guys sat on the sofa watching the television. I walked over to them and sat down "Is this your place Ronnie?" I questioned still looking around
"Er yeah. You okay?" He questioned me taking his eyes off of the Tele for a second
"Err yeah" I relpied I noticed my suitcase infront of the door "Do you mind if I take a shower?" I asked Ronnie he nodded not taking his eyes from the Tele this time. I jumped up and grabbed my suitcase wheeling it into the bathroom with me. As I opened my suitcase Ronnie called into me "This is my bathroom, yours is in your room" I stood up and grabbed my suitcase unlocking the door. Ronnie was stood there with one arm on the frame of the door staring down at me "Look are you okay? You seemed really confused a minute ago" I noticed that Derek who wasn't with him had left "Can I just take a shower and then I'll speak to you" Ronnie moved to let me get by him and back to my room. I put my case on the bed and grabbed out one of my summer dresses. I never had the chance to wear this back in England due to the weather.
After showering I dried off my hair and did everything else I needed to do to look decent. I exited the room and saw Ronnie sat on the kitchen counter with his laptop "Hey" I said sitting opposite him, he shut his laptop down and looked at me "Talk" he said I looked at him
"Where did I fall asleep last night because I don't remember getting undressed or into that bed" It was a serious question but Ronnie seemed to think it was funny "I'm being serious Radke" He cleared his throat
"You fell asleep in my car, so when we got back I carried you up here and yeah" He bit his lip
"You took my pants off?" I questioned him already knowing the answer, He laughed a little confirming I was right "right okay" I said getting up from the table to go back and unpack my stuff. But Ronnie ran after me and grabbed my wrist pulling me around. we were so close that I could feel his warm breath on my cheeks. He smirked and moved forward so I moved backwards. I soon had my back against the wall and Ronnie was leaning over me. I bit my lip and shut my eyes feeling his lips touch mine it was only a peck like a friendly one but I didn't know what to say "I've wanted to do that for the past two nights" He said to me. I smiled slightly and then slid from under him back to my room. "What the hell just happened" I whispered to myself when I shut the door of my room. I walked over to my suitcase and tipped everything out onto my new bed I pushed the case underneath it with my foot and hung all of my clothes up. I soon came to Jacky's Crue top and stared at it, feeling my heart plumet to the bottom of my stomach,I grabbed the shirt and walked over to the chest of drawers near the bathroom door. I rooted through the top draw until I found a pair of scissors. I opened them and cut the shirt in half angrily. I screwed the remaining pieces up into my hand and walked over to the open window at the other end of the room before throwing it out a tear escaped my eye as I watched it float to the ground and land at the door of the apartment complex. I shut my eyes and let the tears run a little there was no point in keeping it in anymore. I didn't realise how loud I was being until Ronnie burst through the door. He looked at me, I was holding the scissors still and he panicked and ran over to me "What's wrong what are you doing with those scissors". He took them from my hand and placed them down on the drawers. put my arms around Ronnie's torso and cried into his Black shirt. He put his hands on my head and stroked my hair softly trying to calm me down. I let go of him I finished crying and sat on the edge of the bed, Ronnie followed and sat close next to me wrapping his arm around my shoulder "What's up?" He asked me concern in his voice. I sighed and fell back onto the bed so that I was staring up at the ceiling. Ronnie copied me and spoke with his eyes tracing the white ceiling we were now both staring at. "You want to go get lunch?" he questioned me sheepishly. I just nodded noticing he had now turned his head to face me. "We can talk if you like" I smiled slightly and sat up
