SPRINGDAY

10장

6 pm...

When my mum left, I turned to him.

Y.N: so your staying? When did I say you could?

He just shrugged. I didn't think dad would be OK with him staying over.

Y.N: also do you really...Like me?

Yoongi: of course why would I lie?

Y.N: I don't know, no one's ever liked me before

I saw him smile softly at me, I melted at the site. He was so adorable.

Yoongi: I have a question

I nodded at him so he knew to continue.

Yoongi: will you be my girlfriend?

Y.N: yes!

I jumped on him and pulled him into a tight hug. He wrapped his arms around my waist as I did the same to his neck. He chuckled at my reaction.

Yoongi: your so cute when you're excited

He picked my cheeks and turned my head side to side as if I was a child.
I quickly pushed his big hands away from my now red cheeks. I pouted my lips, crossed my arms and turned away from him.

Yoongi: aww is my lil' Y.N mad at me? I'm sorry~

He dragged out the last word in a cute way. He's so hard to resist. I turned back around after arguing with myself in my head.

Yoongi: are you still mad?

I shook my head and he smiled a big, gummy, adorable smile. I couldn't help but smile back.

Y.N: can- can we go visit my sister, please?

Yoongi: of course, but why so suddenly?

Y.N: I just haven't been to see her recently. By the way, it's back where I use to live so it's a good 2-hour drive there. Can you drive?

Yoongi: yeah when do you want to go?

Y.N: now if you don't mind

He nodded and stood up then held out his hand for me. I took it and stood up as well. I grabbed my phone and a charger then we left. Yoongi followed behind me until we reached the door where we saw my dad. Why? Just why?

Dad: where are you two going?

I sighed before answering him.

Y.N: we're going to visit Nayeon in (a town), is that OK?

After I said that, I saw Yoongi went tense. I turned to him.

Y.N: are you ok?

He nodded, but I could see be was lying. I didn't want to push him so I stopped and looked at dad again.

Dad: yeah, of course, it's ok, don't be too late though

I nodded and hugged him before I left with Yoongi behind me. We walked until he stopped at what I assumed to be his car.

Y.N: Is this your car?

Yoongi: yep

I walked around the car to the passenger seat and got in. I searched for the town but was soon stopped by Yoongi's voice.

Yoongi: I know where it is

I looked at him confused.

Y.N: how?

Yoongi: I umm use to kinda live there before I ... ra-ran a-away

Y.N: what? Why?

I could see tears in his eyes and immediately regretted what I said.

Y.N: I'm so sorry for asking I di-

Yoongi: it's fine, you told me something so I should tell you something

I could feel and hear the hurt in his quite shaky voice. However, he still continued on.

Yoongi: when I lived in (A.T), I lived with my family who wanted me to become a doctor, but I didn't want to be one

By now he began to cry. He still told me everything about his life before he ran away from his family. Looks like we both escaped our problems and just moved. When he finished, he started the car and wiped his tear-filled eyes on the back of his hand. I put my hand on his thigh and he placed him over it. He started the car and drove to the graveyard I told him about.

Most of the time we sat in silence. Both of us were too stuck in own heads to speak to each other. It began to get awkward. After about an hour, I couldn't take it anymore and break the silence.

Y.N: do you want to stop to eat somewhere?

Yoongi: sure, I think there's a McDonald's coming up

Y.N: OK let's go there then