Across Sea Love

Betrayal

I can't stand to stay in this country any longer. Just the thought of being in the same state, that she is in blows me. I rushed back to the airport, just to get away. The quicker I get out of this damn place the quicker I could get back home to cry. I arrived home, threw my luggage by the door then jumped in the shower crying. I didn't understand.
The next morning, thoughts keep replaying in my mind over and over. I thought I would have woke up from that nightmare but no. Seeing her so happy with someone else was destroying me from the inside. I turned my cell phone back on. My voicemails was full, my facebook wouldn't stop dinging, text messages flooded my screen. Kia was trying to contact me. I made myself a mimosa and listened to the voicemails. She went on and on about how she was worried about me, and how much she miss me. She was begging me to talk to her, which I never did. I couldn't eat, it was like I'm a shadow of myself. I wanted to walk into on coming traffic with the pain I felt.
It has been a month now and I decided to answer her calls. "OH MY FUCKING... NEVERMIND!" Sighs..."Really why have you not ANSWERED?" Kia shouted in SO MUCH rage. I simply ask "What the fuck do you want Kia?" The conversation went so dry, it was like my blood boiled just hearing her voice. A voice I once craved to hear. "Tell me what's wrong baby?" she said. I shouted "Your such a fucking liar and a cheat, you have a whole family in America!" I hung up the call and held it to my chest....