Across Sea Love

Getting Over It

Months have passed since I haven't heard from Kia. I needed to get out of this dark feeling, so I decided to go out tonight! I called up my girls and we got all dressed up and it the town. We went to dinner then landed in a night club. I've never thrown back so many drinks, I just wanted to be num by now. My head was so far gone, yet this didn't stop me from getting more shots. As I lift my head, my eyes lock with this gorgeous female from across the bar. Licking my lips she made her way to where I was seated. "Hey what's up beautiful?" Not being over Kia, I was hesitant to reply but I did looking up at her I smiled, then giggled and said "Hi". We started talking then flirting with each other. I excused myself to the restroom. I didn't even notice she was following me. When I left the stall and turned around there she was, right up against me as we began to kiss, she said to me "You ready to leave". My drunk ass said "Yes I am, I will follow you". I followed her back to her house. We made it to the door, she picked me up into her arms and carried me into her home. She placed me on her couch where we continued to kiss, but all this time all I wanted to do was speak to Kia. I had to stop myself, so I asked her for a drink of water. While she went to get the water, I picked up my phone and dialed Kia's number on facetime, but as she answered the call my estranged friend came back into the room causing me to place my phone on her desk. Somehow it was turned to mute while she ripped my top off and kissed me ever so passionately with out me knowing Kia was witnessing all of this. I raised my head and so happened to look down at my phone only to see Kia's face looking back at me with so much hurt I hung up, grabbed my purse and ran out of her home. Not even getting her name, I jumped into my car and drove off with her running after me asking "What's going on, where are you going?" I was so ashamed, I never stopped driving. Running red lights and stop signs, I was a totally wreck. I just had to get home, all the while Kia's has been calling and calling but of course I couldn't pick up. What have I done, everything is so messed up now....