"Where did you go last night?! Why were you not answering your phone?!"
Here we go again. Shouting, and fighting, will this ever end?
"What, you're not going to answer me now?! I'm asking you!"
"It's not what you think, okay? I sighed.
I am so tired of proving myself to her. She doesn't believe me anymore, anyway.
"Why?! What do you think am I thinking?! Arco you were not answering your phone the whole night! What am I supposed to think?! You said you wouldn't take long in that party. Not even a text! Not even a single text to let me know that you're okay? Why, are you seeing someone else now, huh? You're seeing someone new Arco?" she started sobbing.
She's being too paranoid. I'm tired of explaining.
"Love, it's not like that. I was just too tired when I got home that I fell asleep without checking my phone."
"Am I that worthless to you? That you can sleep without thinking that I am worrying about you?" her voice broke.
I'm sorry, Love.
"Hannah.. Love.. I'm sorry. I really didn't mean to. Forgive me please."
Please, I am tired of wooing you. Please.
She looked at me. Her eyes were gleaming with the tears that escape her eye.
She's tired of us too.
"Are we going to be like this forever? Me, getting mad at you, you, apologizing, but doing it again.... Arco, aren't you getting a little tired of this? Because I am.. I am so tired of trying to keep us. Tell me.. Just what am I to you, really? Because being your girlfriend is not it. Do you really love me?"
Not this question please. You should know the answer to that already.
"L-Love please don't be like this. You already know the answer to that right?"
Don't say it. Don't say it or I might not stop you. I'm tired, Love.
"Arco.. You know I love you right? But.. I think I am starting to lose myself. I have given too much to you and I forgotten to leave some for myself because I thought, we were on the same page. I was wrong. I'm sorry Arco. I am tired of trying for the both of us. I don't think you want to keep me anymore. Maybe, she'll do a better job than me. Please be happy. I love you."
Please. Don't go. I love you.
But she can't hear my thoughts. And the last thing I saw was her turning her back from me, before everything went black.
