Redemption

13..

I was just so close, so close from the doors when suddenly there was a firm grip around my wrist, held me back and I was slammed back into a chest.

As the fact of not eating anything I would have almost fall from the impact if there wasn't a hand supporting me around my waist.

Then I did a dare.

A dare to look up.

His familiar dark orbs holding something I never saw ever before.

Anger?

Disappointment?

Hurt?

Maybe all of them.

But anger is the prominent one right now.

He bring his face closer to mine and our nose almost touching.

"And where do you think you are going? "

His jaw clenched. His voice was  so low it makes my inside churn. My knees suddenly want to give up and want be a jelly in his arms.

I pushed him hard with all the power I have in me and quite upset myself when he didn't even flinch back.

"Away from  you" I said pointing a finger at his chest.

I move around again and step forwards only for him to hold my wrist again and slam me again to his chest.

"And it's really funny if you think I will let you" he almost growl in my ear and a familiar shiver ran down my spine.

Is it the 'mother hormones' ? Yes definitely.

"Let go of me you. .. you. ...you coward.." I shuffle in his hold and said what come in my mind first.

Something flash in his eyes and it vanish as soon as it arrive.

All the emotion in his eyes were suddenly change with rage.

But I can sense this anger was not for me.

"Don't you fuckin....."

I stop him in middle.

"Stop. Don't swear near my baby."

The sentence fumble out before I can even sense what I want to say.

Even when I was the one who is swearing most from the last few days.

The rage was gone and his lips broke into a smirk.

"Your baby? Huh? Come on, you know you didn't make the baby alone" he smirked

"You are disgusting " I spat back.

His smirk was gone again and rage took place again.

Is he getting mood swings too?

I used to thought it's only a mother thing.

With this he began to drag me along with him towards a room.

"No. Leave me you idio... "

"Don't make me shut your mouth up.  Believe me I would love to do that."

See mood swings. Sudden mood swings.

A little part of me really wanted to  see how he would shut up my mouth.

" you can't force me to do anything" I shout back while he keep dragging my weak body.

"Really? try me" he smirked.

Oh God what I have gotten myself into.

He enter in a different room now and drag me along with him. He  gently pushed me down on bed and make his way out of the room. I am sure that he gonna lock the door this time.

I quickly ran toward the door but in a swift move he close the door behind him and pinned me to the same fucki.... door

"Don't.  Make. Me. Tie. You.  Up. To. My.  Bed." He said every word staring hard in my eyes and holding my chin up so I understand every work he want me to.

That hand touching my chin, is doing something inside me.

Mother hormones?

I didn't even realise I wasn't breathing.

I took a long breath after he let go of my chin and I took a step away from the door.

He make his way out of the door but not before saying

"And believe me I would love that too. "

What the f..ishhh?

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