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"I... am so sorry. I'm sorry for everything. I never wanted to go like this, without seeing you or the twins.  I never wanted to see you in hurt or pain.....I still remember the first day I saw you,  so magnificent.  I hope at that moment I know what are you going to mean in my life, I would have. .. run away with you from this fucking cruel world...but now I know and now I want you to know how much you mean to me.  I love you more than my life sanyuktaI don't care if ...I die in this ambulance but I would not want to every cry on my death. When this doctor would be giving you the recording I don't know if I would be alive or not but I want you to know that. ..you are the best thing ever happened in my whole life. The twins. I could count the blessings I have got from God in form of those little .... two beans. I want you to take great care of them. Such a fool I'm, I know you definitely would. Tell them that their dad love them. Would you do that ? Please sanyuktaPlease consider it my last wish. I never get a chance to say it to them and neither got any chance to listen it from them but.... oh God. .but please let them know that their dad really love them. I will always love all of you even after my death.  I would have fight hard from my death but ..now ..I don't thing I can. I'm tired. My life was never a walk in the park.  Without mom presence and without dad trust and care I never realised what happiness is. It was all until I found you.  But.... I should never have come back. I risked all your life only because I could stay away from you. .. ("you should stop now Mr. Shekhawat ") but I really. ..want to see you, touch you,  feel you and stay happy with you. (Mr. Shekhawat you need to rest ), I guess it's... my time. . ... to go sanyukta ....but never never never forget that I love you from. ....my this bleeding heart and I. ..... I hope you would find someone. ...better than me. . And ..he would... (Mr. Shekhawat you are hurting yourself ) he would love you more than I ever could. He...would give the ....happiness that...I could. ..neve...never give to all..of you. .... I just hope...you will forgive me sanyukta. .please. tell the twins I live them and I really really love you sanyuk......"

The recordings ends.

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