An Unexpected Love

Chapter 3

the next morning i had a text from zac and it told me to go the the brew bc he need to talk ASAP. i jumped out of bed , threw on the first outfit i saw, grabbed a piece of toast and went out the door. i said i was on my way.

when i saw his face through the window i could feel my heart pumping out of my chest and the look in his eye was not a good one.

i walked in and sat down across from him. he looked me in the eye and told me he was sorry. my eyes were starting to water as if they already knew what was going to be said next. he told me it wasn't working , he said it was him not me, but i know it was me. i did it all wrong. i never do anything right. my body was in a physical and mental state of shock. i couldnt feel anything. he said he was sorry again. but it wasn't ok , it would never be ok, nothing would ever be ok again. everything went black after that. i found myself back in my bed, wondering if it was all a dream or not. it was real.

months after what had happened, i never left my room or my bed. everyone began to worry about me. it was as if i was dying and everyone came to visit me in my room instead of a hospital. everyone came except the one person i truly wanted, zac. its not as if i actually thought he would show up. but i still wished he would . there was no purpose in living anymore. i felt dead already. nothing could save me from this insanity.

eventually i forced myself to get up out of bed and make an effort to start living again. i went to school and i had never got more attention then today . everyone asking what happened, where have i been? of course there was rumors, some people even thought i was dead. i didnt answer anyone i didnt have any energy to try to explain it . i wasnt wearing any makeup and my hair was a mess.

usually i would see zac around school but i hadn't seen him and neither did anyone else. i thought that was really weird bc he would never miss a day of school before and he couldn't have been torn over the break up bc he's the one that ended it. my thoughts got the best and me and i kept thinking something terrible had happened to him like that one night in my dream and maybe the text from him was legit and i wasn't dreaming. maybe this was all my fault and i didn't know because i thought i was dreaming! IM SUCH AN IDIOT i screamed inside my head HOW COULD I LET THIS HAPPEN ! maybe if i had answered we would still be together and happy . i hated myself.

after school i didn't dare stop by his house to see what was going on because maybe he stopped going to my school because of me and maybe i did something so bad that he couldn't stand to look at me again. but i didn't remember doing a thing wrong to him.

Sorry for the short chapters and the sad one but i'm going to try to update at least once a week, thanks for reading!