She was standing on the edge of her roof, contemplating about the situation we were all stuck in. She wasn't sober, she was on drugs. Standing in the edge waiting for someone to save her." Please come and get her! she's going to kill herself!" I sho...
It was then now i knew i made a mistake by going to that party, I didn't belong there. Not the new me, the old reckless broken me.
I was zoned out as i stared into the mirror of my vanity, paused my body while putting on red lipstick. I didn't want to go, but i had to show my friends that i was okay and Vincent that i was okay, but i wasn't.
" Quinn! Marceline and Zamoria are here to pick you up!" I broke out, and smiled while staring at myself. " you've got this, just stay there in the corner for thirty minutes and stare at everyone dance unhingly, and just walk out the door." I got up and when i turned the around Zamoria and Marceline bolted in my room.
" We've been waiting for 20 minutes! did you not get out calls?" Marceline complained."uh, no sorry i was busy." wait wait wait, is that what your wearing? you look like a bookworm freshmen who got lost on her way to the library," Zamoria said.
I did indeed look like a bookworm, i just threw on some jeans and an old t-shirt i found in my draws and a hoodie, i mean i was going to leave and go to Vincent's afterwards.
"well, yeah i am leaving after 30 minutes after all, might as well not get to dressed up to something i'm going to leave." i just shrugged my shoulders and turnt around grabbing my keys. They both looked at each other and gave a face. " if you say so, but were going to be late and i'm trying to be on the dance floor living my life before school ends, and i got to work." Zamoria says as she throws a little dance move.
"alright, let's go then." I laughed taking my wallet and phone with me as well." I'm going to take my own car and follow you guys there." They both nodded as i slipped inside of my car and turned it on.
new text message*
I got a picture sent from vincent and him saying, " i miss you."
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I chuckled as i saw the picture, " goof ball." I turned off my phone and followed Marce and Zamoria.
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When we got there the driveway was crowded and full of cars, i should have just tooken an uber or not go at all. But even my boyfriend wanted me to come and he's a little clingy sometimes but i love it, so i might as well join in and have 'fun'.
I walked out of the car and walked with them inside, "i'm going to go grab a drink." was the first thing that came out of my mouth." okay, me and Marce will be on the dance floor getting our groove on!" they bothed left as i made my way to the kitchen.
"what are you looking for tonight?" A football player smirked as he asked me that question thinking i was going to answer the way he wanted but instead he got a, " not you obviously, but what i would like is a corona, thanks." I smiled and his smirked faded as he handed me my drink.
"here you go," was all he said. I pushed my way threw people, trying to find a nice corner to isolate myself from this huge crowd i once was. I can't believe i used to be like this, to others i was probably embarassing, and to my friends as well.
