Her Billionaire Roommate

Chapter 21-where it's confusing

Trevor's POV

I messed up. I know. This is not how things were supposed to go. I wanted to tell her believe me I did. But It was never the right time. I had planned on telling her the first time she woke up in her room but I got so scared that if I did tell her she was going to leave me. Yes, we weren't together then but I had a sting connection to her. I felt drawn from the first time I really looked at her in the hospital. It felt like I was waiting for her my whole life. I tried not to want her because maybe I was taking advantage of a little helpless girl but she turned out not to be so helpless after all. I chuckled to myself when I remembered when she dared me to dominate her.

God. I miss her already. I've been knocking on her door for over 7 hours now hoping that she could open the door. I know she isn't going to open it but I could only hope. I'm sitting on her door listening to her crying and it tears me apart. I just want to get in there and comfort her. I know I'm her source of pain right now but I could also be her comforter. All she had done to me was change me to be a better man. I knew I loved her from the word Go. But now I don't really have a chance. I blew it. I look at my watch and realize that it's already 4 am and sitting on this cold hard floor was not doing me good. My nose was already starting to get runny.

I stood up and went to my bedroom, I'm going to talk to her tomorrow, well in a few hours. As soon as I entered my bedroom I stripped all my clothes and got into the shower. I stayed under the water for almost 30 minutes. I will never admit it to anyone but that water getting into the drain was also filled with tears.

I'm sitting on the bed looking at her picture, I took it when she was not looking. Ok maybe all her photos in here I took them when she was not looking. I hear her door opening. I quickly jump out of the bed and practically ran toward her. My heart sinks as soon as I look at her, her hair is a mess but still sexy, he gave is so puffy and her nose is red from crying. You could tell she never slept and she's been crying all night. I expected all that but what I didn't expect was seeing her with a suitcase. It felt like I was sinking, like all hope has been taken away from me.

It teared me apart that she even thought of leaving . But I had to let her go. For a minute there I was thinking of locking her inside the house u til she forgives me but that wouldn't work. So I let her go. I watched her go away. But she didnt take much. I knew where she was headed. At least that gave me peace of mind for a while. So when Maya burst in the house, it wasn't a surprise, I was expecting her.

" You son of a bitch!!" She scramed and she slapped me on the face, hard.
" That wasn't necessary" I said in a calm voice. She looked as if she was going to murder me.
" You're right ,it wasn't. I should just cut your balls off and feed them to the dogs right now. " She shouts and then add something else in Spanish.
"I know" I said with a defeated look. " I deserve it"
I looked at her and she now had a soft look in her eyes. She looked like she wanted to cry.
" Oh don't do that . Maria, I can handle but not you too" I said while walking to the sitting room.
Maya followed me silently and sat on the couch besides me.
" I'm sorry" she simply said" I know you're hurting, but she'll come around. "
"She might not, you should've seen her Maya, she didn't even want me to touch her. She flinched. " I said as I buried my head in my hands. I knew that when she finds out it wouldn't be good but I also didn't want her to find out the way she did.
" I told you you should have told her earlier"
" Don't you think I know that now!" I shouted as I stood up and started to Pace around.
"Don't Pace, it makes me nervous" she said. But I ignored her anyway. " Come here" she said as she opened her arms. I hesitated for a second and then I sat beside her and let her wrap her arms around me. This was our thing.

We used to do this all the time but since Maria came, we never spend anytime together. It felt good.
"I missed you" Maya said.
"I missed you too" I replied her. A d closed my eyes.

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