'Til next year ||Shawn Mendes||

chapter 15

Hey guys hope you're having a good day🥰❤ sorry i haven't posted in a while, i was a bit sick. Anyway here's an intense  chapter that will spice things up😯...
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I joined the group again and took our place at the front row right just below the main stage.

Damn how much did those tickets afford? I'm sure she must've been saving her allowance since ever to get such great seats.

But so far it wasn't going that great, it was so loud and crowded you can barely stay still from the people pushing each other to get a good view at the stage.

I felt like i was imprisoned, it's not that i was claustrophobic it's just i don't like being stuck with a crowd.

Olivia must have sensed my discomfort, so she distracted me with her ridiculous jokes to calm me down.

Until out of nowhere, the lights went off diving us into full darkness. I held Olivia's hand bracing myself. Everyone went dead quiet, deep music started playing in the background.

Suddenly the colorful lights blasted towards the stage reavealing our beloved shawn standing with his dear guitar in front of the microphone.

All the girls started screaming and yelling including Olivia tearing my ears apart. I covered them to reduce the sound until they calmed down a bit.

He waved to everyone welcoming them and driving them more crazy before giving a cue to his band to start playing the beat of the first song.

The silence rained again, we only heard his deep voice. I froze in my place my mouth fell agape. I had no idea what was the song called but each word found its way into my heart. I could literally hear the passion in his voice how he focused on each line he sung. Wow!

"See i told you, you'll become speechless" olivia laughed closing my mouth with her hand.

"What's this song named?" I asked curiously not taking my eyes off him "don't be a fool, it's on of his top hit ever. He wrote it himself just like all his other songs" she explained i turned towards her surprised.

"oh my god all of them! he's so talented" i exclaimed.

"Of course sister,  do you think i only pick guys blindly by their looks and appearance?" She asked rasing her eyebrow proudly.

"well that's how you chose your last five boyfriend" i smirked. "Just shut up and dance"

She interlocked our fingers together waving them in the air as we both swayed our hips to the beat. One song after another, i fell more in love with him: his talent, his voice, his swag, his smile... everything.

And those freaking high notes is he even real?

It wasn't until his solo guitar in 'there's nothing holdin me back' that i totally forgot how to breath. Mostly because every few minutes he would glance at me or wink.

Most of the girls around me screamed thinking it was directed for them but i knew it was meant for me.

"Thank you guys hope you enjoyed the show, love you" he blew a kiss to the audience waving at them before disappearing backstage. I kind of felt bad that the show was already over.

I turned around towards the others as we waited for the next performance. But i couldn't help but eavesdrop to two girl's discussion next to us.

"Have you seen this recent picture of shawn with this strange girl?" One asked as the other shook her head. She pulled instantly out her phone.

"shawn was caught again with a bitch hugging on the beach" at that comment i instantly turned my head to find a picture of shawn hugging me tightly during our walk yesterday at the beach, thankfully due to his giantic size, i was practically invisible.

The girls noticed my stare but didn't protest. "Oh my god lauren, that's so awful! She must be another gold digger and will use him for his money and fame then eventually leave him heart broken. I bet she was the same girl in the previous photo too" i froze remembering Olivia's previous word.

I guess all fan girls think the same way. "I hope this bitch dies and get the fuck away from shawn" My face dropped heartbeat racing the tears already burning my eyes. That's when Olivia interrupted them.

"why are you being so mean? Maybe she's a nice girl who truly loves him" Olivia immediately dived in abviously being the bold brave one. I sent her a friendly smile squeezing her hand gently.

"Haha no way, this dirty whore only want to get laid and obviously some attention" she replied in a mischievous voice.

"you don't even know her, how can you attack her and wish her death?" Olivia snapped at the girls who just laughed bitterly.

Connor, Brian and Geoff stared at me quietly in concern as my breathing got heavier and my palms sweating, i could feel my cheeks burning red. The voices around me and the music were barely audible over my heart beat, i felt like i was about to faint.

"You don't know her either, so how can you be so sure? Anyway if this bitch think she can easily steal our attention and break us she is so wrong. As soon as her identity is revealed, she'll be showered and surrounded by hate on her accounts." The girl raised her voice looking at me with a tacky look.

"You're the bitch here, you know shawn would be ashamed to have you as his fan" Olivia stepped forward to punch the girl but thankfully Brian pulled her back before she makes a scene and ruin the festival.

"You two are pathetic" she glanced at us with disgust before walking away.

At that moment, i felt like the crowd number was increasing trapping me, i got a sensation like needles and pins were digging into my chest. I needed to get out of here as fast as possible.

I pushed my way through the crowd until i saw the exit door. I kept running until i arrived to large stairs in front of the main gate.

I inhaled the fresh air deeply trying to get my breathing back to normal. I let myself to break as i sat down on the cold surface. I braught my legs closer to my chest as i buried my head between them crying.
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I think I'm  bothering you but i just wanted to say something, this part triggered me the most cause I've been in this fandom for a long time and I've actually seen girls say mean stuff like that and it's just so sad🙁
i mean if you support someone you don't have to agree with him all the time but at least don't spread hate on the poeple he loves.
So if they have a negative opinion why not keep it to  themselves🙃? how hard can it be?🤷‍♀️❤
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