'Til next year ||Shawn Mendes||

chapter 25

Shawn's P.O.V

"He's my son"

Those words were constantly sppining in my head hitting me harder each time. I tightened my grip on the steering wheel yelling at everyone who crossed my way. I completely lost control.

I wasn't sure if i was mad, angry or disgusted she didn't tell me. How could she do that to me? And why reappear i my life suddenly like that if she clearly moved on?

I don't think I'm mad of her having a child more than she lied to me. Ugh i shouldn't have left her alone, i needed to know the truth.

I arrived at my hotel throwing the keys to one of the bodyguards. I rushied discreetly so i don't ran into fans on my way. I entered my room collapsing on the bed covering my face with the pillow as i let out a muffled painful scream.

I can't believe all these talks about gaining weight, dropping college while she is terrified of her parents and getting a job to ensure money. It all makes sense now.

"Dude what the fuck?" Brian walked in removing his headphones.

"Leave me alone you asshole" i yelled throwing the pillow in his direction but he dodged it in time.

"What is it? Did something bad happened?" He questioned in confusion.

"Did you know she had a child?" I asked as calm as possible.

"She has a what!?" He exclaimed in shock.

"Of course you didn't... she must have threatened olivia not to... god I'm such an idiot" i groaned running my hand through my hair.

"How did you know? Did she tell you?" He sat down on the couch sending me a concerned glance.

"Well we went to the café and while she was telling me about her life obviously not mentioning this small detail, olivia called her and she started freaking out and told me zach was sick at the hospital. I asked her who was zach and she said it's her son" i explained letring out sigh.

"Hospital?! Poor ellie, i hope he's okay" brian gasped as i rolled my eyes. Though i seemed a bit rude, i wish bo harm to this little kid.

"What is it? Are you mad about her child?"

"Yeah... um no... I'm not sure like i mean she said it was an accident which made me relieved that she didn't date another guy... honestly i don't get why i got so worked up and kicked her out of my car" i stuttered regret hitting me at that exact moment.

"So you don't mind about the child?"

"No not at all... i love her, i want to be with her child or not that won't effect us but i think i was shocked and maybe acted a bit rude" i replied sincerely sighing. "I'm sure she'll understand" i mumbled.

"I don't think so... i mean when she told you about her son, you kicked her out and didn't even stay with her while she needed you... it looked like you hate her and never want to se her again" brian pointed out.

I sat up properly eyes widening with fear "you're right what have i done? Oh my god i have to fix it now" i mumbled standing up to grab my jacket.

"Where are you going?" Brian gripped ny shoulder.

"To the hospital" i snorted.

"What if she got out? Let me call olivia" he suggested grabbing his phone as he dialed her number.

"Hello babe... come down I know he told me everything... yes he's here... what the fuck lower your voice... I'm the one who should be mad, you lied to me..." he moved the phone away from his ear as she let out a string of profanities.

"... okay you're right, she's your best friend... it's not a big dea... okay yeah it is he's an ass..." he sent me a sorrowful glance. I brushed him off since i realised how much he's trouble at that moment on behalf of me.

"...yeah... where are you... are you still at the hospital... why aren't you gonna tell me... okay okay I'll tell him... bye bab... that bitch hung up on me" he snapped throwing his phone away.

"What did she wanna tell me?" I asked though i didn't really wanna hear the answer.

"Um she said tell that son of a bitch to never get near us or she'll kick your ass" he replied pinching his nose.

"Okay... your arguments must be fun to watch?" I joked earning a glare.

"Ugh you just witnessed one, I'm not allowed to speak and I'm always wrong" he grunted as i laughed. "She's furious so i think it'd better if you text ellie" he suggested.

"Yeah good idea hopefully Olivia won't be with her" i prayed as i grabbed my phone.

Me:hey Ellie where are you?

Ellie: I'm still at the hospital.

Me: is he okay?

Ellie: yeah he's doing better.

Me: can i come for a quick visit?

Ellie: I'm actually on my way home, the doctor let us out.

Me: stay there I'll pick you up.

Ellie: okay I'm waiting.

"Okay she's still there, I'll go see her" i informed brian. "Good luck bro" he gave me thumbs up.

"Yeah I'll need that..." i mumbled as i closed the door behind me.

I walked back to my car heading to the hospital. That's when i realised i can't show up empty handed. I stopped by a toy store and baught a stuffed elephant then head to a flower shop to get a bouquet of rose for my lady.

She already texted me the room number, so i didn't bother asking the receptionist. It's not until i pressed the elevator button that i realised i was sweating like a pig.

I wondered around the room glancing inside as i found her laying on the bed above zach making baby noises while dangling a very familiar necklace as he tried to catch it giggling. My geart melted at the sight.

"You still have it?" I asked quietly stepping inside. She jumped in surprise at first but sent me a smile "yeah i never take it off" she replied.

"Well i got you this bouquet sorry i couldn't find your favorite lilac..." i apologized handing it to her.

"It's okay thank you" she siad sniffing the roses.

"Oh and i got him this elephant... I'm not sure does he like elephants... I'm sorry if he doesn't" i rambled nervously making her laugh.

"I don't think he even knows what elephants are... again thank you, you didn't have to" she smiled taking it as well.

"I want to, i was acting like a jerk earlier... so shall we" i pursed my lips as she nodded her head. I offered to take the gifts and her bag while she held zach. I lead her to my car opening the door for her.

"Oh I'm gonna have to sit behind for james...seriously you brought an elephant and flowers, couldn't you have at least baught a car seat?" She scowled narrowing her eyes at me.

"I'm so sorry i didn't think you'd... I'll just go get one" i panicked as she grabbed my shoulder laughing.

"I'm joking... no need to be so stressed" she smiled getting in the backseat. I think I was about to faint from how nervous i was.
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