'Til next year ||Shawn Mendes||

chapter 27

"Come here, it's getting late" he said sneaking one hand under my knees to lift me up bridal style. "Oof you're right, you gained lots of weight" he huffed playfully.

"Shut up!" I snapped avoiding his apology kisses.

He placed on the bedroom before i head to the bathroom. Then i did my usual night routine and put on my pyjamas. I walked back into the room to find shawn already stripped down to his boxer and tank top standing in front of the crib.

"He's so innocent and peaceful" he cooed as i approached him.

"Wait til you hear his tantrums... i bet you'll have a total different opinion" i giggled interlocking our hand.

"Shall we head to bed" i yawned as he nodded his head.

I laid down facing the bathroom while he spooned from behind nuzzling his nose into my neck, his warm breath making me slightly shiver.

"You can't imagine how much i imagined this moment... kissing your neck" he peppered some wet kisses along the base of ky neck causing a moan to escape from my mouth "...our legs tangled together" he drew circles with his foot on my ankle "...touching your body" he lowered his hand to my stomach palming the soft skin.

"Shawn... please" i bit me lower lip to stop a moan afraid zach might wake up.

"Don't worry princess, i won't go too far" he rassured kissing me cheek as he cut the foreplay much to my displeasure, but we had company. Suddenly zach started making unpleasant and painful noise. I groaned making shawn laugh.

"Why don't you bring him? He can sleep between us" shawn suggested patting the matress.

"You sure?" I asked as he hummed in approval.

I stood up freeing myself from his embrace as i headed towards the crib. I carried him pulling him closer to my chest "can't you give mommy one moment with her guy?" I scowled causing shawn to laugh.

"You can't blame him, he's a mommy's boy" shawn ruffled his hair as i placed zach on the bed.

"Aren't you the cutest boy I've ever seen... yes you are... oh you like that" shawn tickled his stomach making him giggle loudly and my heart melt into complete mush.

I joined them placing my hand obove Shawn's hand on zach's tummy as we slowly drifted to sleep.

Near midnight, i woke up again to go prepare zach's bottle since, it'll be feeding time soon. While i was in the kitchen, i heard a loud shreik coming echoing through the quiet house followed by shawn calling my name in panic. I chuckled grabbing the milk bottle and ran back to the room to find shawn struggling to shush zach who's wails got louder.

"Not so cute now, is he?" I smirked. He sent me a relieved glance, sitting up properly.

"He still is, just a tiny bit loud" he chuckled his cheeks turning pink.

I leaned my back against the headboard, pulling zach's into my lap as he hungrily sucked the milk from the bottle. The poor boy hasn't eaten since we were in the hospital, he must be starving. "Where were you?" He asked ruffling his soft hair.

"I was preparing his bottle" i rolled my eyes.

"How did you know he was hungry?" He questioned in confusion. " you were gone before he woke up"

"Well babies need to be fed every 3 to 4 hours, it was hard at first but eventually i got the timing right and wake up a few minutes before he starts screaming" i explained kissing his forehead.

"But how can you tell if he's hungry, bored, tired or need a change?"

"You can say it's an intuition. I think it's a special bond a mother shares with her child, we can immediately sense what's wrong with him" i smiled pulling the bottle away from his mouth.

"Now you need to burp him right?" He guessed as i nodded my head placing zach on my chest.

"You know your stuff mendes" i smirked as i locked eyes with his tired ones.

"Yeah i used to watch my parents take care of my sister... i always wanted my own son, you know?" He smiled deeply making me freeze completely.

Was he implying that he want to be his father?

He didn't continue so i stayed quiet as i slowly rubbed zach's back. "If you want you can get back to sleep, it won't  take long" i replied trying to keep my voice normal.

"Nah i prefer watching you two" he smiled fondly. I could sense my cheeks creeping red under his intense gaze.

I kept going until zach's let out a quiet burp. I laid him back on the bed but he doesn't look sleepy. "Come on baby time to skeep" i cooed caressing his stomach but he let out a loud squeal.

"What's wrong? Is he okay?" Shawn aksed.

"Yeah he's just being a naughty boy... sometimes he doesn't feel like sleeping and won't allow mommy to do so" i pouted as shawn placed a kiss on my cheek.

"I'll take him and walk around the house... don't wait for me, it might take long" i reached ny hand to pull off the covers but shawn stopped me.

"What if i sing to him?" He suggested as i shrugged my shoulder thinking that could work.

I laid back down as shawn wrapped his arms around me leanning down near zack before he stafted singing softly. It only took him a few minutes and zach was fast asleep.

"Mendes you're not leaving this house ever again" i demanded sternly as he chuckled.
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Next morning
I stretched my arms yawning as the sunlight creeped inside the room. I turned around to find zach rolled onto hi stomach tugging at Shawn's curls who was still asleep.

"Zach that's not nice" i grabbed his hands pulling him back.

"No it's okay... i was already awake" shawn mumbled but kept his eyes closed.

"You're right, i can't blame him. You have cute curls" i cooed messing his hair even more.

He laughed popping his eyss open "good morning princess" he mumbled grabbing my head into a sloppy kiss.

"Good morning handsome" i smiled back standing up to put my robe.

"Where you going now?" He whined.

"Breakfast... I'm starving. I haven't ate anything since our ruined lunch yesterday" i grumbled walking out of the room.

I heard his footsteps closely following me as i entered the kitchen. I adjusted zach on my hips as i opened the Curtains of the window. "Hey what are those?" Shawn asked pointing at the sketches laying on the counter.

"Oh did i forget to mention..." i bit my lips as he rolled his eyes.

"What? Didn't we agree no more keeping secrets woman?" He glared at me.

"That won't affect anything... well i think I've mentioned last year that my dream was being a fashion designer, so in my spare time i drew some sketches.  Once While i was drawing at the park, a lady noticed my work and was impressed how beautiful they were. She suggested i should enter their college that i can easily get a scholarship. So I'm working on improving them" i explained pulling the plates out of the cupboard.

"Wow they're gorgeous... so when will you apply for this college?" He asked placing his hand on my shoulder.

"I decided to start a fresh year after summer. Since zach will be old enough to stay with the babysitter or with olivia..." i trailed off as he papered kisses on my neck.

"Or with me" he added in a calm tone but i tensed up pulling away.

"No shawn" i cut him off strictly instinctively tapping my hand hard on the table making him jump in surprise. "Oh sorry for the outburst... i meant thank you but no" i mumbled walking away.
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