Blossom got up in her little room, due to middle school noise, she opened her eyes quickly, stretched her hands and legs, tied her hair, made her bed ...then she opened the windows, there were too many kids going to school,
« I envy these little kids, they aren't worrying or anything, they are happy, they are comfortable, is that because they don't have future plans? »
Blossom, came upstairs to eat breakfast, her mother called her! She wore a red pretty dress, and put on red lipstick and some colorful cards to write a letter to her first love! she was finally ready to confess, she wanted to make a move and not lose her first love, even if he's not a fictional character or live in Sydney but he was the only one that made her heart flutter for the first time in her life! She went upstairs and saw someone's back sitting and eating breakfast with her family! little by little he twisted his head and saw Blossom, his eyes were just shinning as much as her ! yes he was Antony, he pretended that he was studying at the same class with blossom so her mom invited him to eat breakfast with them ...
«What? Antony! why are you here ? » she was shocked
Her mother smiled,' finally, you got a new friend .. I thought you'll stay complicated as the past in this year too '
«Hi! Blossom! Why are you late? let's go ..we are late anyway? »
They quickly went out ...
« Antony I'm happy you are here! But you are lucky today because my father isn't here!
.. he doesn't like seeing me with boys even friends like you! but thank you anyway for coming! »
' Blossom I'm sorry,...' he holds her hands .. ' actually I can't ignore my feelings ..'
« what ? which feelings » her face turned into red color
« The feelings I feel towards you are precious! I'm feeling something so sweet and weird. »
She covered her face of shyness ...she didn't want him to notice her red face
Then he took a step forward ..' can you be my soulmate ?'
« Antony ....let me think first » she ran so far
At school, she was sleeping over her books ...Beryl has come and pulled her hair ;
' Blossom wake up! I have news for you '
She didn't listen to her, she was thinking of her first love, her sincere feelings, his attitude, and «
being soulmate to someone», She wasn't caring about the audition, stage, graduating, ticket
to Sydney, audition, or fictional character none prince charming ..she had a new experience of
feelings that she hadn't tried before, she had to deal with her first love ..and being a soulmate.
From Blossom diary that night :
Why suddenly my heart opened the doors to love? « Love » what's the meaning of this priceless word? it makes me forget everything none my self, my goals, my dreams, my family,...... I'm new to this feeling, « being a soulmate » I only heard this word in fairytales, Friday's movies and those romantic series at the TV ... do really soulmates exist in this real life? this abstract life? this limited world? though I don't believe in these things then why I felt his eyes and voice! Should I take a step forward to him ? or should I stay in my place? I'm still eighteen .. I shouldn't have experience love now! I should achieve my dreams, my goals, my passion first, I feel like this word « Love » made me live in a fantasy, not realizing anything happening beside me, made me only focused on Antony, that person who made my heart flutter for the first time, while I'm looking now around my little room, I only realized that I'm single since birth, I will be forever like this if I didn't accept Antony's feelings, I decide now to enter the new world called « Love » since the only thing that makes me alive till now is to experience truly pure love.
