The next morning Blossom choosed to be like an adventurer in search of treasure, she put her emotions and feelings aside, she stopped crying every night, she summons the will, she decided to face her own path alone, she stopped praying over the wishes she had killed herself to have , she stopped wishing to go to Sydney , she stopped dreaming about things that made her so extremely happy at the past , she ought to turn the page , and face her reality like all adult people do , giving up on those things , was the bravest thing Blossom could ever do .
She wore a beautiful dress, and lovely makeup, she also wore a fruity perfume, she decided to begin a new life since that was the only choice she has.
She closed the door of her room, while her hands were trembling , she was afraid , then she closes the door of the house, and this time her hands were not trembling, as she gets closer to the reality as her feelings of insecure appear vividly,
Suddenly she looked at the sky, it was sunny as she always loves, she saw so many strangers walking on the road, she remembered that she hates walking alone, so she held her hands together, she was forced to pretend that she is brave enough to walk alone
She was all alone, she couldn't actually pretend happiness , she couldn't pretend sadness also , because it was obvious that she's absolutely mad .
She saw people around her, they were all ugly and unfamiliar, she thought of her prince charming again , the unforgotten promises, Beryl's laugh, she couldn't move on , every eye she passed by remembered her of bereyl's eyes , every moment remembered her of how happy she was when they were both dreaming on the abandoned rooftop , yes those were really some precious memories that can't get out of her mind.
Suddenly she stopped at the university's name, it was rare and weird, she never dreamed of studying here, none living here, she thought that she never achieved something she truly wants , she never did something she truly believes , that was just a way of how life was, and how the reality is always worse than everything , she observed about the title's of university and she entered it without even feeling anything , she thought that her dreams will never come true , she thought that this is the reality .
FROM BLOSSOM'S DIARY THAT NIGHT
When I just arrived from university, I just hated all the people, their looks, they are all strangers, I just put a distance between us, I put it because I don't know what's there behind there faces, all people have two personalities with four faces.
Actually , no matter where you are or what you mean for them. People are always liars and hypocrites. I can't trust anybody anymore, people scare me , people are all the same , they want to use you, to make you their slave, when they get bored of you, they pretend coldness and carelessness , they show you something rare, something you never expected it from them , that's the bitter fact about human beings , it's difficult to believe that but it's better to realize this fact before falling down .
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