At home, she kept thinking of Froy, he was inside her mind and soul, she couldn't take him out of her veins, she cried, she watched many series to forget everything, but all she did a the end changed the sparkle in her eyes.
As her mother said, < once people fall in love, they always keep a sparkle in their eyes, but as <the sparkle began decreasing, love also keep disappearing > that was just a fact of life , the next day, she went to gym , she found new people working there , not the ones she curved herself to see , the little girl she used to hug , none Beryl ' her lost twin' that made everything seems hopeful and optimistic, she walked weakly, with bare face, dry lips , she just thought about how university had changed her , suddenly she stopped at Antony's house, she overthought again ; At any rate, he stood upfront of her, he was completely different from the last time he saw her , he was now a mature guy, he looked her in the eyes , she was so weak that she cried eagerly in his chest , he didn't understand what's the matter , but he hugged her softly ,
She only said one word « I'm heartbroken »
« Why ? » he whispered
« I'm heartbroken, I'm sad, someone was playing with my feelings »
«what? who did that ? do you love him ?»
She screamed « Antony I think I'm a bad person because I didn't listen to my mother who said
'don't make a lot of friends and don't fall in love .'
He began crying over her chest, do you know how much I miss you?
As soon as she opened her eyes he holds her hands warmly
but she removed hers quickly ' don't forget that you have a girlfriend right now,'
' Beryl told you so ?'
' yeah of course she did, she told me even that she confessed to you, and you accepted her feelings. so really guys you made a great couple together '
She covered her ears, and she ran quickly, even the past was just a lie
At night she remembered Freddie the guy that she met at the last day at exam and she was thinking of texting him, he was a good looking boy , they talked then because they had some common friends but they just exchanged phone numbers nothing much,.... she thought in her mind ' maybe I should make new friendships and forget about my first crush '.
At first she thought he was so weird and introverted, because he was shy at first, he wasn't talking a lot or laughing , he was a quiet person , she felt like he will be a good friend to her since when she asked him last time to run with her around the library in the first day she met him, he did that and eventhough he was explaining to her many things her friends don't do at that time ..
At the same night, she texted him, she asked him how was his day and kinds of stuff, after all he responded well and wasn't cold as her first crush.
From Blossom's diary that night :
Once upon a time I was sleeping in my grandmother's house, it was almost midnight, but since my grandmother always left the television on, I remembered that it was a show called " scientific facts " , they said " every person in this world has a soulmate, because scientifically there's no one left alone ." but then I didn't understand until Froy broke my heart , that means when a relationship doesn't work out or love wasn't reciprocal , it hits me really deep , it means you're real soulmate didn't find you yet , life is simple ! when something isn't right for you then be sure something better is waiting for you ! but then why in old stories and myths said that love is the important thing in life? then why should love be the important thing on this earth? why even we success in work or school, even if we're surrounded by family and friends we always think about love, indeed, what love gives the person? power? energy? happiness? indeed, if I'm still questioning about this things, I think myself I've never tried a true love before, because I always be in a non reciprocal love , I always reject boys or be rejected , I've never actually found that one, who can show me why love is the important thing in the world !
