Someday you will be mrs.sugg

Chapter 11

Chloe's p.o.v

I had no sleep last night, every time I closed my eyes he was there. Joe was down stairs helping my mum make breakfast while I was up stairs doing my make up. I applied some bb cream, bronzer, blush, a soft pink cream eyeshadow, winged eyeliner, mascara and tanya burrs picnic in the park lipgloss.

I took one last look in the mirror, I looked dead from lack of sleep. I decided i would tell my parents that me and joe had to leave because someone had tried breaking into my flat so I need to get back to London. I walked down stairs, took one big breath before walking into the dining room. "Morning guys, I'm so sorry but we have to leave like now, my landlords just rang me and told me someone tried to break into my apartment last night so I need to go check everything's okay".

My parents took it really well, me and joe packed and my dad dropped us back off a the train station. We said our good byes and I told him I'll ring when I'm back in London. Me and joe were finally on the train and all I was thinking about was him, what he did to me, how he ruined my life.

Me and joe were now back in my flat, I think he knew that something was wrong. "Chloe come here" I walked over to joe and sat inbetween his legs. "Chloe, you've been acting really strange these past couple of days, I know your apartment didn't get broken into and I know that something's bothering you so are you going to tell me?" .That did it for me, I burst into tears.

"Ay, ay, why you crying?" I calmed down abit and got my breath back and started to tell joe the secret that's been haunting me for the last year. "Do you remember luke? the lad I went out with last year" joe nodded "well all through out our relationship he abused me, he would slap me, kick me, punch me, call me names, and then when he was done hurting me, he would just use me for a quick shag and act like nothing had happend, this broke me joe. Mentally and physically, he said that if I ever told someone what he did he would kill my parents, I finally broke up with him last year, I'm sorry I lied to you about my virginity. Ive never told a soul about what happened not even Louise or zoe. Just being in that house brought back them horrifying memorise and it was too much to handle. I'm sorry joe"

I burst into tears again, joe picked me up and placed me on his lap and just held me in his arms. "Ssshhh, your okay now I'm here. No ones gonna hurt you again, your safe now, I love you beautiful" I stopped crying and looked at joe "I love you to" I kissed him and looked at the state of his shirt. Mascara, eyeshadow, eyeliner, bb cream all over his white t-shirt. "Omg, joe I'm so sorry look at your top" he looked down and chuckled "it's alright gorgeous, I'll just stick it in your washing basket."

We then finished the night off with a Indian take away, some films and then sleep, I slept better that night than I have for a long time, no nightmares or anything.