Someday you will be mrs.sugg

Chapter 22

Chloe's p.o.v
We were currently on the train the leeds because we're going to visit my parents grave, I wasn't looking forward to going seen as it was my first Christmas without them. Anyway, I spent most of the train ride asleep because I wasn't feeling very well. Joe was on his laptop editing.

When we finally arrived in leeds, I rang one of the many taxi firms to take us to the graveyard. I got in the back while Joe put our suitcases in the boot. I sat there thinking about how the last time I saw my parents thy were fine, excited about me getting married and talking about grandchildren even though they knew me and Joe weren't ready for children. when Joe finally got in the car the taxi driver set off.

I decided not to wear any makeup today because I knew that I would break down, I didn't even bother putting nice clothes on just a pair of converse tracksuit bottoms, my white converse, and one of joes hoodies. I had my hair up in a pony and to be honest I looked like a chav but I didn't care. After 20 more minutes in the car we arrived at the church where my parents were buried, Joe paid that taxi driver and got the suitcase, I grabbed mine and walked to the little shop where you could buy flowers and candles. I picked up a few of my parents favourite flowers and some of them little candles, I took them to the counter and put them down, the women who worked there turned around and started scanning them, not looking at me once "that will be 10 pounds please" I got my card out and inserted it into the machine thing, I put my pin in and 10 seconds later it was done. The women handed me that bag and for the first time in 15 minutes she made eye contact with me "omg, chloe! I haven't seen you in ages, I'm so sorry to hear about your parents" I knew she looked familiar "aw Rachel I didn't know you were working here, well listen ive got to go but would it be okay to leave the suitcases here. I'll facebook you later today and we'll have a catchup and I'll arrange to come down and we'll go out or something" she nodded and put mine and joes suitcases behind the counter.

Me and Joe left the little shop and walked to mine parents grave, they were buried next to each other with the most beautiful headstones ever. When we finally reached my parents grave, I let go of joes hand and crouched in the middle of both their graves. I split the flowers equally and placed them on the graves. Tears started to form in my eyes, I tried to hold them back but I couldn't. I began lighting the candles burning myself a couple time on the matches when it all become to much and I just started crying uncontrollably, Joe who had been standing behind me pulled me off the ground and held me close "shhhsss it'll be okay" as soon as he finished talking a wave of anger made its way through my body. I pushed away from him "stop saying everything's going to be okay, when it's not! my parents are dead. Dead! There not coming back. I'm never going to see them again! you still have your parents, yeah they might not be together anymore but Atleast you still have yours! I don't, if everything was going to be okay you'd bring them back but you can't there gone forever! My mum, she's not going to be able to help me get ready for our wedding and my own dads not going to be able to walk his little girl down the aisle, our children are going to grow not knowing there grandparents!" I had lost it.
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Joes p.o.v
"You right, it's not going to be okay and your right that I can't bring them back but believe me if I could I would! Yes, you might not have your parents anymore but you still have all you family here, my family, and all the youtubers weather thats in England or America, and most of all you have me! Now listen, I'm going to try and make your life the best it can possibly be. Your parents would be so proud! They might not be here with you now but they will always be looking down on you chloe and that's what you've got to remember."

By the time I finished my big speech chloe had stopped crying, I pulled her in for a hug "I love you Joe, so so much. I'm sorry for having a go at you" "it's okay gorgeous, it's understandable, I love you to forever and always!" Chloe then pulled away and lit the rest of the candles and said one last goodbye to her parents as it would be a while till be come back to visit. I then ran back to the shop to collect our suitcases while chloe rang a taxi to take us back to the train station.

Finally, for what seemed like forever we were back in my home town, my dad had picked us up from the train station and was now making us all tea, chloe was upstairs taking a nap because she wasn't feeling very well while I was downstairs editing a video. "Joe go wake chloe up teas ready" I did as I was told and ran up stairs. I walked into my old room and chloe wasn't there "chloe?" "I'm in the bath room I'll be out in a sec washing my face" "okay, well teas ready so hurry up" I then went back down stairs and started eating my tea.

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Chloe's p.o.v
When Joe went back down stairs I placed the pregnancy test on the edge of the sink and paced around the bathroom anxiously. 4 minutes later it was time to see if I was pregnant or not, I picked up the stick, did a deep breath in and out and finally looked at the test......