I'm Not Sorry - Trixya

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Katyas POV

We end up on the artificial grass atop of my building. The wind up here is always strong even with the glass panels put up to block it. I liked it though. It made me feel on top of the world especially considering its one of tallest buildings in the city.

Trixie straddles my lap as soon as I sit down with my back against a panel close to the edge so we could see everything around us. Her body is flush with mine her head pushed into my neck. My arms hold her as I scroll through my phone and put on the recordings of her singing.

She hums along as we hug, the sky still holding the hot sun up in the air but the moon and stars starting to appear. We sit like that until it's pitch black and cold before we go back downstairs to my room.

Once there I feel calm. Sure I had been okay enough to help Trixie with her panic attack but now I felt as if Trixie could leave and I'd be okay. I mean I don't want her to but she could.

"Hey I'm gonna take a shower." She says gesturing to her makeup which is smudged and starting to get a bit oily.

"Yeah you do that I'll see what I can find for you to wear." I respond before she smiles softly and disappears to my bathroom. I rifle through my boxes and groan when I realise I took all of her clothes back to her house.

Eventually I find a towel, a shirt that will fit and a lone pair of her lacy pink panties before walking into the bathroom and putting the stuff down on the bench. She's fully naked and turning the water on when I get in. I can't help but to drool over her body like always. "Like what you see?" She says quitely with a small smile tugging at her lips.

"Of course I do." I whisper before grabbing her waist and pulling her into a long passionate kiss. She stills before moaning into my mouth ever so slightly. Whenever I kiss her she always pauses before she'll respond to the kiss. I don't even know why but I think it's kinda cute.

"Kats.. Mm.. Shower.." Trixie mumbles as we kiss. I pull back with a blush and she rolls her eyes before pushing me into the wall and giving me another hard kiss. "Come on. Join me." She pleads making me smile.

"Sure." She let's out a childish squeal and rushes into the shower, immediately working on cleaning her face. I follow her in as soon as I'm undressed and am welcomed with a soapy hug. In this moment I thanked the gay gods that I had a double shower.

"We're such a weird pair." I mumble into her neck making her giggle.

"Well kinda. We're both a lil crazy. We're super weird. Only difference between us is that I'm pink and you're black when it comes to clothes." She says pulling out of our hug as steam fogs up the room. "Can you do my back?" She asks with red cheeks.

I nod and Trixie turns around and faces the wall. I take some of her body wash which I now use as my own and start to rub it into her back. I use the pads of my thumbs to push down on her muscles making her whimper automatically. The longer and harder my massage gets the more her whimpers sound like moans.

"If you keep making those noises I'm going to go crazy." I warned with a small whisper as she let out a soft moan as I move my massage down to the middle of her back.

"But it feels so good." She says suddenly pushing her ass into me. I scold myself for the thoughts entering my head. "Katya. I'm sorry. I should have asked first." She says suddenly turning around.

"What?" I ask slightly confused for a second.

"You stopped moving your hands so I thought-" She started but I cut her off.

"No not at all. I didn't realise I had stopped moving. I was just thinking..." I say trailing off. She looks at me confused, with her hands on my hips. "I was thinking about how hot you were all pushed up against me like that. I really want to do it don't get me wrong but I don't know if I can do it again unless we're like... Official I guess." I say looking away from her but she makes me look at her by taking my chin.

"Kats... Is this you asking me to be your girlfriend?" She asks with glassy eyes. I nod my head with butterflies exploding in me. "Oh.. Oh my God." Fuck.

She's gonna say no obviously.

"Shut it." I whisper to myself on the edge of crying. I knew that she'd never say yes. You've screwed up so bad this time zamo.

"No, no baby. I mean yes. Oh my God. Of course I'll be your girlfriend." She says wiping at tears that started falling down my cheeks.

"Really?" I ask with a smile and she nods in reply before kissing me rougher than we were previously and sliding her hands all over my sides.

"Mmm and not just for sex but I also would love to pick up where we left off." Trixie whispers in my ear before taking my earlobe between her teeth and dragging back making me let out a moan.

Long after the water had run cold we were finally leaving the shower on shakey legs. "Where's my clothes?" Trixie asks looking at the oversized band shirt that I had cut up and her panties.

"Yeah about thaaaat..." I scratch the back of my neck and she glares at me. "I'm sorry. You were complaining a few weeks ago that all your good clothes were here so I took them back to your place. Only thing I could find were your panties." I defend with my hands up.

She grumbles as she puts the two items on before turning to me making my jaw drop. The shirt that is usually extremely oversized and slightly cropped usually for me is straining against her chest before sinking back into her middle and ending just above her belly button. And the panties fuuuuck. I can see her pussy perfectly.

"I look ridiculous Kats. It's black!" She exclaims with a frown.

"No. You look so... Hot. Fuck me." I groan out.

She rolls her eyes at me before walking out to the bed and letting out a cackle. "Not again tonight. I'm too tired. Come cuddle me?" She asks and I make no hesitation to hop on the bed and cuddle up to my girlfriend.

This is so messy omg 😂🤷🏼‍♀️🤦🏻‍♂️