*jays pov*
He fancied guys oh what a joy why didn't i see this coming i mean he's always joking about us being together but I didn't think he'd sleep outside alone.. he's super scared of the dark i felt bad i don't hate him i- well I don't hate him at all in-fact I feel quite the opposite about him now trust me no-one here knows I'm gay not even sam i didn't want to tell him cuz I thought I'd never stand a chance with him cuz I thought he was straight haaaaaa guess not
I snuck out and covered him with my jacket it was freezing out here seeing as it was summer i was shocked at how cold it was but I didn't want him to freeze
Besides I'll get up early and take it away from him so he doesn't know I put it there i had to admit it was so adorable he has the cutest freckles he had a really cute round face I wanted to cup his cheeks all the time but that would be weird wouldn't it?
I wanted to tell him how i felt but what if I got bullied by everyone?
God i should sleep i thought before heading back into my tent i feel asleep easily
Once the sun has hit my tent i was up and out but dang did I have a weird dream but first of i need to retrieve my hoodie
I went to grab it but Sam must've been waking up he moved making me fall beside him loudly
He froze and stared at me like I was trying to murder him
"Um? What are you doing? Wait did- did you sleep there?"
" NO! of course not! " I assured him and myself
"Then why are you here?" Sam asked with a nervous tone
"I uh- my jacket" my face was burning up dang I just needed my jacket why is god so mean to me
"Oh you mean this one?" He smirked woah Sam never smirks wait was he!? He was he was putting my jacket on!!
"Wait! Hey no I need that back!!"
" come get it! " he wriggled away giggling
It was nice to see him happy again. yesterday was terrible i responded so badly i felt bad for sam I did
He was so cute wriggling away but I grabbed him and tickled him making him laugh so much he could barely breathe of course I didn't want to kill him so I stopped and tried to grab the zipper but Sam's hand landed right onto of mine
"Eep!" He squealed closing his eyes as if I was going to hurt him
Once he realised i wasn't going to hit him he froze and looked at me stunned my face was probably more red than winne the poohs jumper but I couldn't help it
"U-um I can take it off myself" he whispered
I stayed silent and waited for him to give me my jacket back but he just ran off giggling what a brat! I giggled to myself and ran after him
"OI!" I pounced at him making his back hit the tree
"Oww" he whispers
"Sorry" I breathe out hugging him "I didn't mean to.."
It's like he'd been waiting for this moment cuz his head found it's way to the crook of my neck and he hugged back as tight as he possibly could without killing me
I swear we stayed like that for a solid ten minutes but it was probably more like 1
"You can have it back as long as you promise you'll still be my friend.." He mumbled looking at the floor
Dang it I didn't want to be his friend I wanted to be his boyfriend but he obviously likes someone else..
"I promise" I mumbled
We went down to the tuck shop and got some snacks but he got a phone call from his mum and he wanted to take the call in private so I left him in the woods alone for twenty-five minutes
After that I returned to see Sam tucking his knees into his chest with his head hanging low did he come out to his parents? Maybe he already has who knows
"Sam..?" I sat beside him on the floor man it was uncomfortable
He didn't respond he just sobbed so I hugged him
After a short hug he looked up at me and I was so happy cuz I could finally touch his cheeks well at Least that's what I thought
He was wiping his own cheeks.. I pouted and he must've saw me do it
"Why are y-you pouting?"
" No reason it's silly.. "
"H-have i upset you? Is it cuz i-i'm gay?"
"No! No don't be stupid.." I bravely cupped his cheek and looked at the floor oh yeah not so brave
His cheek was so hot he must've been blushing cuz my hand felt like it was on fire
"W-what are you doing jay..?"
I couldn't answer should i tell him I'm gay is it to soon? Or maybe I should just kiss him and he'll work it out..
No no no no No
"I'm..wiping your cheek.."
" Okie...? "
He said placing his hand on my chest
My face went red!! He can't put his hand there he'd realise how fast my heart was beating
"NO!" I jumped
" S-sorry.. " he jumped back scared
His warm cheek had gone and his eyes seemed filled with fear was he scared of me?
"I-i don't like people who shout" he started sobbing
Oh god no now I've made him cry!!
Not the plan not the plan!
I put my arm around his shoulders and he grabbed me in a hug he felt so small and soft
"I won't shout again Sam i promise"
" Good.. " he said as he feel asleep
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Подростковая литератураCover art not mine!! By the one and only @comfotabelshows Yes I thought it would be a good idea to come out to my best friend on a trip and news-flash It wasn't a good idea he got awkward and a bit distant for the trip.. My school took us all on a t...