England: I'm sorry...
Japan: Why? What's wrong?!
"I'll just be straightforward with you."
England: I well.... cut my arms and legs...
Japan: England. There are other ways to deal with these things. You should go to counseling. Seriously
England: I know! I mean I have a dumb reason but something just told me to do it even though I didn't want to...
Japan: then why don't you go talk to someone? There's literally nothing that could go wrong
England: I know I'm not saying it's a bad idea but my Mom and Dad would worry and I've already convinced them it was an accident
Japan: Your parents being slightly worried is a tiny price to pay for a better quality of life. You'd be getting help, and f I were your parents I'd be proud of you for getting help
England: I'm just so scared of how there would react. My Dad would probably scream at me and my Mom would be ultimately disappointment. Not to mention they'd find I lied... Why am I like this?
Japan: I promise you that'll just be a reaction. Getting help is the best thing you could do. You have to make them understand that
England: They'd understand it yes but I don't even know how I'd do it
Japan: Sit them down and say what's going on. Why you do the things you do. And that you need to go to counseling or some sort
England: I'll try to figure something out I promise! Ugh I just feel like crying everyday lately and it's for a stupid reason!
Japan: You can even show them where there's free counseling close by
Japan: And if you feel strongly about anything, no matter what it is. It isn't stupid
England: I guess if you want me to tell you I can...
Japan: If you're ok with telling me. That is, I'm open to hearing you out
England: Okay. I miss you
It's just that you're the only friend I feel I have left and I really don't want you to forget about me
Japan: Of course I won't forget about you. And seriously I'm here to help. Counseling will still help you
England: I'm really happy you are to be honest
Japan: That's good
Japan: You should tell your parents that you need to go to counseling. I mean it
England: I know...
Japan: I know you can do it. And whatever happens it'll be for the better in the end. Just... no more cutting
England: I really don't plan on doing it again honestly
Japan: Good
England: It's just really hard doing this stuff by myself but I guess I'll have to get used to it huh?
Japan: And you can tell me how it goes. You'll have me. And counseling will make you feel far from alone once you get there
England: I wanna believe you're right
But just knowing you care makes me happy for the time being
Japan: I really do care. That's why I need you to tell them
England: Thank you...
Japan: Anytime
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How Did I Ever Love You?
FanfictionFirst things first, just prepare yourself for 10000 chapters of this crap Also I am so sorry for how I portray France in this but I didn't know who else to use xD Also also, I feel like this is VERY ooc but that's on purpose also also also, sorry...
