All the Small Things

I Give

Okay, I give up!

I'll do what you want!

You don't listen to me

You do what you want with my life; I get it

I look around and see

Everyone else doing what they want

Getting what they want--

But my life is not mine, oh noo...

And it can never just be simple

Or easy... or happy

And I'm not allowed to 

Just be let be

So you get what you want

And he gets his wish

And I just get to do what you let me do

The me that is me doesn't get to exist

And that's why you took him--

The one that allowed me

To be free, to love, to be happy, to live

The one who loved me 

I can't fight it anymore

So that's it, then

You've won

I give.

A/N: Apparently, I am not going to get what I've worked for, but that's okay, because this is my life, and my life is never going to be happy, at least not for long. I get that now. The monsters under my bed are real. They're happy.