Fear

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Created: 5/23/19

There will be things that we are afraid/fear of.
I seem to fear a lot.
Whether it be because of past memories, mistakes, or experiences,
I seem to fear a lot.
Though there is something I'm highly afraid of,
Heights.
Heights give me terrible anxiety and the thought of dying makes its appearance in my mind.
But what I fear is different.
I fear for failure.
I fear for my dear friend that might get back into a toxic friendship again.
I fear of never being able to verbalize my feelings.
I fear of never being able to tell myself that I am amazing.
I fear that my mother won't live to hear me verbalize my love and gratitude to her.
I fear that my biological father's family will hate me for never being there.
I fear that I will never be able to forgive my biological father.
I fear that I will never forgive myself for not spending enough time with my great grandmama and my great grandfather.
...I fear that my dear friend won't be able to have a good life where he is now
...I fear that my dear friend doesn't enjoy my company...
......I fear that I am only making mistakes......
.........I fear.........
Myself.

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