Created: 2/2/20
I fear that one day their words will kill me
I fear that one day I'll be gone because of the simple words they spoke
I fear that their past words actually meant nothing
I fear that their kind spoken words were just used to make me feel better so they could move on from the crying girl in the corner
I fear that they didn't mean the kind words they said
I fear that they would take back all the kind words they spoke and only tell me how much of a piece of shit I am
I fear that I might die from the coronavirus before I ever get to hear them say "I love you" again
I fear that their "I love you"s will disappear
Oh wait
They already did
I don't get to see a text of "I love you" anymore
I get a Logan Sanders response instead
And I'm not complaining because at least they said something
But I do miss the "I love you"s we used to share
We were never perfect
We had are differences
And we had our similarities
Our similarities brought us together
And our differences may pull us apart
But they were still there
All of the fears
They are still there even when we talk
It's probably just from my self-hate
Thinking that no one truly cares or loves me
But I can't help but to think this way
I just wish these thoughts would stop
But they haven't
And I really hope the thoughts will go away because this person means so much to me
I can't lose them
I just can't
I don't know what I'd do without them...
I worry about them everyday...
I...
I can't lose my dragonfly...
YOU ARE READING
Poems and Story Ideas
De TodoThis book is exactly what the title is. This book will have some of the poems I wrote and some story ideas I may come up with. I hope you enjoy the book.
