Poems and Story Ideas

The Thought is Still There

Created: 3/13/20

He's gone, forever
And yet, he's still here
His voice still plays in my mind
His looks still shine in my eyes
He's gone
Why can't you just let that go
Why are you still holding on
Why do you still cry about him
Why is the thought still there
He never showed you his love
But he says that he cares
He says it's hard to say "I love you"
But he has done it before
He said that we didn't work out
Then why did he stay for so long
He's not coming back for you
So why do I have this hope
The thought is still there
He'll come back
No he won't
He'll say "I love you"
No he won't
He'll say that he wants to try again
No
He
Won't
Get those damned thoughts out of your head
He's gone, for good
He's never coming back
He won't say "I love you"
He won't try and fix the friendship
He never fixed it
He only damaged it
It was verbal abuse for three years
An on and off friendship for three years
You could only talk to him again when he was ready for three years
Three
Fucking
Years
Of hurt
And what did you do?
...you listened to every harmful word he had to say and accepted it...
...you let him hurt you...
...for three...painful...years...
And what do you do now?
You hold onto that thought
The thought of him coming back
He was hurtful and you were kind
So please, for your own health
Let
Him
Go

Sorry for not really posting. Yes, this is an old poem. I meant to post it closer to when I made it, but I wanted to work on my mental health first. I don't even know if the person in this poem even still uses the app, but if he does...I hope you're doing well...you are missed...I moved back home...so you don't have to worry about me anymore...stay strong...you are loved...say hey to your little sister for me...so long, dragonfly...I hope life treats you correctly...