I went to university out of London and of course, knew no-one I was pretty much a loner, of course, I eventually made friends with two girls from my class and girls older than me that I met from society meetups.
The older girls invited me to go clubbing and do pre-drinks it was my first time doing both and I enjoyed it its one of the memories I treasure, the second time we went my friends "hooked up" ( no sex just making out) with these two Chinese guys and were a bit tipsy so since they both separated from the group me and another friend separated to watch over them, The friend I was looked after was with a group of guys but the guy she was with had his arm around her shoulder.
She pulled me into the group and I stood next to her and one guy in the clubs people tend to push by people which I wasn't aware of and the guy next to me saw I was being pushed ( I'm not that tall and he was a bit taller than me ) and he put his arm behind me to protect me until the people went pasted and bent down to ask if I was okay, I have this habit of whispering when I'm shy and whispered a yes and wasn't sure if he heard.
when he protected me I felt my heart flutter and my stomach tie in knots it was the first time a guy has treated me nicely beside my dad and brother, so of course, i fell quickly taking little peeks at him while we danced. when the party was over we all stood there and the guy my friend was with introduced himself and asked if there was any guy I liked out of his friends and he would introduce us ( dang I wish I took the opportunity now ).
I looked over at him but I had become drunk before I even noticed, I embarrassedly and panicked and said no since he was drunk and wasn't in the best state. Now that I think back to it it was a bit weird how quickly he got drunk out of nowhere, we were dancing and a random guy came up and outstretched his hand which I didn't really want to take since the other guy had my attention and my friend whispered in my ear it was fine since he's gay. While we danced I kept looking at him and he never drank at any of the times I was looking at him.
Since I didn't reply with an answer he called one of his friends to come over and took both our hands and pressed them together we just looked at each other than at him like he's crazy but me not saying anything caused he look forward to seeing this guy every Wednesday and to have panic attacks every time I saw him for what reason I don't know.
