I decided to try going out with one of the girls in my class that was more into R'n'B club music when it finished she hooked up with her mcm (man crush Monday) and the other girl we were with was talking to a boy that was following her all around the club. My friend went missing with the guy and I was worried since she was a bit tipsy so while I'm looking for her one of the guys that were friends with the guys who were talking to one of the girls was following me while I was trying to look and call my friend and look for her since she couldn't have gone far but there were too many directions she could have gone in.he put his hand over my shoulder while I called her which I didn't pay attention too since I was concentrating on calling my friend and he grabbed my breast I pushed him off and told him not to touch me and walked off he came after me telling me to kiss him and when I said no he repeatedly told me to stop being childish which I replied that's right I am a child.
I walked up to the other friend just ready to leave when the guy came up behind me and smacked my ass so I kicked him, he replied that I should apologise and that I took it too far I ignored him the guy that my friend was talking to came with a group a different friend came up and said that was a bit rude why did I do that to which I said his friend needs manners.
The guy and some of the group left leaving the guy that was harassing me the guy I last spoke to and me and the girl to walk home the guy harassing me moved on to my friend and the other guy kept speaking to me telling me his major that he lived close and that we should get more drinks and the two of us should keep partying at my place which I kept ( meaning he kept asking/ suggesting this on our 10- 20 walk to the friends door room my stuff was there like my card key to get in to avoid losing it).
My classmate showed up in front of the building and explained the guy took her to his friends house and couldn't get in so she left and we went up to the room where the guy that kept wanting to follow me took out his wallet and did cocaine out his wallet while we watched in shock and the other guy said yeah that's what he does as if what was happening was a normal thing. We went outside to avoid being too loud for her sleeping roommates and the guy suggests going drinking again and I declined again I told my classmate that I wanted to get my stuff and told her to follow me, I explained what happened she told me to get my stuff and run out the front entrance ( we were hanging around the back) and run down the backside of the hill until you know we can't see you which is what I did.
End of the year
While in uni I was going in a cycle of being depressed, anxious or suicidal. it got to a point that I stopped attending classes completely and only went out to the Tesco's around the corner or go out to drink with friends. so decided that the next year ( i would have to repeat) that I would quit uni plus the guy was graduating so I didn't see a point of me being in university anymore but more importantly I felt that if I stayed there any longer I was going to end up killing myself.
I had gotten to a point of me sleeping all day and waking up just before the shop would close by a quick meal and eat that and cry all night I was harming myself not to the point of bleeding but if feeling pain and it leaving marks, I got tattoos to cover the marks and so that I wouldn't do it again because I wouldn't be able to cover it again if I did.
I returned home and half lied to my mum that I'm quitting because I can't handle it, they poked fun at my tattoos and still don't know the full reason why I'm quitting and what I experienced in uni. Going through all of this caused me to lose a lot of weight from not eating properly but since returning home I gained it back (was eating either rice and a large sausage and a family share crisp and bottles of water and diet pills).
