That is currently the end of everything I told the guy I liked him I was going to tell him on the last time he was going to the club but he got a girlfriend and I had a breakdown from realising that he's got a girlfriend and had become depressed but I'm okay with how it ended I still care for him.
m currently saving u to go away with my two classmates that have also dropped out and I am working part-time and unsure if I still want to pursue a job as a translator for mangas but ill have to learn Korean and Japanese at my own pace and hopefully my life will go up-hill from there.since returning back home I've started to hear the voices and images I experienced when I was younger I've spoken to a professional over the phone about my thoughts and feeling but haven't told them everything and have received a referral.
My brother and sister still do not know what has happened when I was younger my brother has invited that guy to my nieces' baptism but I don't feel close or comfortable enough to tell them about what has happened but hopefully, one day, wish me luck and thank you all for reading.
