only a couple of days passed and i was so not happy with everything, i'm studying stuff i never liked just because i'm trapped in this damned body and i have to wait a week to go and get the fucking cigarettes, and now she told me that i have to talk and socialize with her friends since they think something is off with her.
"your friends suck" i said after school period when we met but she seemed to find it funny, "there is nothing fucking funny about the shit u got me into" i shouted, the fact that people have billions of nerves in their body is cool but some fucking people can manage to get into every single fucking nerve of mine.
"the one with no friends says" she sarcastically replied and which kind of cooled me off, i enjoy sarcasm and dark humor,
"whatever" i replied " let's just go home and i'm sleeping in my bed tonight and i don't care how you going to fix it with your mom" i angrily told her, i've been feeling angry a lot i really am hating this situation.
"alright" she said and we walked silently home, i was trying hard to come up with a topic to break this silent, even though i hated to talk to people i founded it rude to just put headphones and ignore. i'm sarcastic not impolite. and i suddenly i remembered her friend emma, which i been talking to lately,more like i was forced too just to save this girls life.
"what's up with your friend emma?" i asked
"nothing" she paused for a moment and continued " why did something happened?"
"no, nothing i was just wondering. who is she and how u know her?"
"ahh okay, she is my childhood friend, not really childhood i knew her at middle school, then we became friend, she is like my best friend ever, and i tell her everything, well except for this shit we are in."
"i'm a meticulous person, and it is annoying but your friend emma isn't who you think she is, and she will pull the rug from under your feet, that's something i'm pretty sure about" i had to say that, i couldn't resist to hold it in. i really didn't like her, at first i thought maybe just because i don't like people in general, but after spending a day with her bubbling about her boyfriend i knew something was off with her.
"WHAT?" she seemed surprised, and stopped walking then continued "what the hell are you talking about? why would you say that?"
"just few stupid things i noticed, no big deal" i replied as i turned around since i was already ahead of her, and she stared at me blankly.i said: "whatever, let's go home now and figure this out" but she seemed to get pissed so i left her behind and headed home.
after a solid 30 minutes she arrived and i was setting in my door steps waiting, i cannot just go in my own house because i remembered that i'm in someone else's body and i can not just go in other peoples house. so we went home together and did our homework silently.
in dinner i could notice that my parents are super suspicious about their son bringing a girl to sleepover almost everyday, i kind of agree with them. but really whatever, parents will be parents anyways. and the dinner was boring so i texted her saying she will find me in the terrace " may i be excused?" i questioned my parents as they nodded i stood up to leave and told her that i'm in her room.
"why you had to leave" she asked as she sat beside me.
"nothing really, i just needed sometime alone to think"
"okay, do you want me to leave?" she asked me
"no i'm fine now, i was just" i paused and lit two cigarettes for us, and handed her hers "i was just thinking about your friend and all, i shouldn't have said that. after all it is not my business" and i meant it.
"it is okay, maybe you noticed something that i didn't, i overreacted and it's probably one of her normal things and since you barely know her it seemed weird to you"
"yeah that,probably is it" i didn't want to be involved in this anymore.
"so tell me what is it with her that made you think she is a bitch"
"nothing really, i'd rather not talk about it" i really didn't want to, i had this stupid attitude that whenever i want or ask for something the first time and don't get what i want i just genuinely dislike that thing.
"no you must tell me." she insisted for like 5 boring minutes
"alright, so her boy friend have a crush on you or something, and she probably noticed that and she hate you or whatever"
" and how you came up with this conclusion ?"
"well for obvious things, which are:
1- he was looking at me the whole time we were having lunch in the cafeteria
2- he was going lol at the same joke i intentionally repeated 5 minutes after emma
3- all those do not matter with the fact that i just can feel stuff like this" she seemed confused and took a while then replied
"i will be sitting with you guys at lunch and i'll see"
"that's a good thing, however if people seem me with someone like you, that will ruin my social life" i said while trying to act like a rich spoiled girl that she is
"that is so not me you asshole"
