THE REINCARNATED LOVE

SHE WAS HAPPY

I took a chance and changed my life,
Although I search myself it's always someone else I see.
My days and nights are beautiful.
All this is because of him.

Since I have met him,
I feel so golden.
Now I don't smile just with my lips,
But with my entire body.

You are necessary for me,
Like air is for breathing.
All the ways leading to you agonize me.
These moments are like silk.

They have given shelter to my heart,
I cannot call him that which he is not.
Somehow I'm embezzled,
What is this relation called?

ANALYSIS OF THE POEM

SUMMARY :TO MAKE YOU UNDERSTAND

She took a leap of faith and changed how she viewed life and everything around her. Even though she has done all of that she still sees someone else's shadow behind her when she is standing infront of the mirror (meaning that the friend is a strong support system, she doesn't feel alone when he is there. He is like her own shadow because he is so protective and possessive that he does not leave her alone for even a minute.), her life is colourful and dreamy she has not experienced something like this before and this is all because of him. Since she has met him she feels like gold (he treats her like gold), he makes her the center of his world. She knows everything about him and even if she does not want to know about his past he is adamant on telling her so that she knows. He makes her so happy and turns her into a new person whenever he is around her. When he met her for the first time she was not so bright and happy. She used to smile but with her lips just to pass the day and show people that she was okay when she was not. But now instead of doing the same she smiles with her entire body, she laughs, dances and even goes to karaoke bars with him so he can lighten her mood and see her being happy.

Now her life depends on his. He is as necessary as air is for her. She cannot breathe whenever he is faraway from her. He makes her feel worth the love and she also loves being loved. Whenever she thinks about him it's like needles are pinching her. She cannot explain how he makes her feel. Though he doesn't know he controls her heart and with time this feeling is painful because whenever he is not around she feels like she is going insane. The pain agonizes her but it's not something she can't contain. When she sees him she feels like touching him, feeling him, hugging him and holding him and never letting go. She feels blessed by fate and finally she's being rewarded to hearts desire. The moments that they have together are like silk. They are so unique and soft to the point where they have sheltered her heart. The memories have become a parasite because they cling on her heart so tightly she feels golden.

She cannot lie to herself and say that he does not make her feel the way she does. Even though she might want to she cannot deny herself the opportunity being gifted by the same destiny that snatched the very gift being presented to her. She is shocked and cannot believe that someone could make her feel like that. She cannot name this relationship that they have because even she doesn't know what it is. So whenever she can she looks into his eyes in search for answers and a stir in the right path.