Chapter 1: Secret Life

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It was after Marissa's 16th birthday on April 20th she had her brother's band Steel Rose behind her at a bar in the next town over. She and Mitchell started it together but nobody knew she was in it cause she always hid away. 

She was performing one of her favorite songs by her favorite band "Prisoner" By The Pretty Reckless. She and the band performed a few more songs then after their set was over she used her fake ID to get herself and the band some drinks. 

She was smoking a cigarette on her way home one of the boys in the band was a year older than them his name was Micah. He took her cigarette and took a  puff "Good to have you back Rose." he said 

She smiled at him "Good to be back darlin." she said 

After he dropped off everyone else they went down to the riverside and had sex as they shared a joint in his back seat. Micah looked at her "You really don't care that you are cheating on Aaron.." he whispered

"No.." she said as she pulled her hair to one side as she lit up a cigarette. 

"But if you don't want to do this anymore it's totally cool." she said 

"I don't think it's a good idea accidents happen Rissa." he said 

"Okay that's fine" she said as she got off of him and put her cigarette back in her mouth and put her clothes back on. 

"When did you get this done.." Micah said as he saw her tattoo. 

"It was my birthday present to my self. I got it done a few weeks ago." she said 

" she said 

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"I like it.. looks good." he said as they got back in the front seat then he took her home. 

The next day she was at cheer practice with the girls like she wasn't out till 3 in the morning drinking and smoking weed. That night she pulled her hair back into a high ponytail and did her make up to where nobody knows it's here and went to a local bar and got herself a drink. 

She sat in the very back and saw Bucky playing guitar as he started to sing "Dreaming of You" By Cigarettes After Sex. She had her vodka cranberry and watched him perform and singing along. She lit up a cigarette sat back and enjoyed the show as he started "Simple Man" the Shinedown Version. 

"Mmm god baby you are sexy" she whispered as she flick an ash and took a drink of her fresh drink. Bar owner came over to her "You aren't performing tonight." 

"Nope..I'm by myself tonight Silas but I have my night scheduled" she said 

"Okay..enjoy your night." Silas said 

They did a few of their own songs then went back into covers the first one was "Blurry" By Puddle of Mudd. Bucky was drunk and high cause during their intermission he did a hit of x and three shots of tequila. 

Marissa kept her eyes on him as he had his eyes closed and playing singing had no idea that the girl that he thinks about when he sings the love songs is sitting right there the object of his obession. 

A few nights later she was up on that stage she would always add blonde hair extensions to her hair so no one knew it was her along with her dark make up. She started her show "I'm Gonna Show You Crazy." by Bebe Rexha. 


Bucky and his friends were there but not really paying attention. He had him Steve Pietro Clint and Sam with him they all had fake IDs and were drinking bourbon and coke. Bucky was smoking a cigarette when she and Micah started to sing and play "The Promise" by In This Moment.

 Bucky was smoking a cigarette when she and Micah started to sing and play "The Promise" by In This Moment

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He started to sing along with Micah since it was the guy part. She saw him in the audience singing and head banging then saw him flirting with the server then like clockwork by 2 hours into the show he had the server in the bathroom. 


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