Marissa Taylor is the muse of Bucky Barnes she just doesn't know it. But he could never have her she's the good girl or so he thinks. Marissa Taylor has a lot of secrets behind her blue eyes and finds herself wanting a boy who use to be part of her...
They were finally home two days before Christmas they were laying in bed. "Baby..why were you so scared to let me in what were your reasons?' he said
She smiled at him "I didn't want to be involved seriously with anyone cause I was afraid of dying. I always knew that there was a chance of going into remission. I didn't want anyone to get hurt if I lost my battle like Mitchell did. Cassie..she was his girlfriend and it almost killed at Cassie at 15 to lose him if it hadn't been for me saying that we would keep the band going for him. But then I started to join her with the drugs and the alcohol. We got our fake IDs and started bar hopping and smoking cigarettes and weed. Then she found someone that sold X and we just fell deeper into our dark hole. " she said
"You said that you were almost to your money goal when I asked you to do one of my shows for me. What was it that you were wanting so badly that you needed the money." he said
She pulled down the blanket and lifted her shirt. He swallowed hard "Baby.." he said
"I had boobs in middle school I did chemo and lost them and my hair. I beat it everything but my boobs came back. And my dad refused to help so I started saving all my money to get them done. Micah took me to the outpatient surgery center two counties away so I could get them done." she said
"That's why you all took a six week break.." he said
"Yeah.." she said
He shook his head "I love you Marissa.." he said
She smiled at him "I love you James.." she said
"I have a Christmas present for you." he said as he went into the living room where they had a tree up.
He came back into the bedroom and helped her sit up. She untied the box and unwrapped it and opened it up. "I told you that I love you regardless of your hair cause it will grow back but I know you are nervous about going back to school in a few weeks so..I took a picture with me after a found a place that has wigs and the lady helped me find one that was closest to your red hair and she gave me that." he said as she pulled out a red hair wig.
She smiled "James.." she said as she hugged him.
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She went over to the mirror in their bed room and she put it on. She smiled so big and said "What do you think?' as she turned around
He smiled "That smile is beautiful baby you have another present in the box.." he said
She sat down beside him and saw a tiny velvet box. "James.." she whispered
"I love you Marissa..I have loved you since I was 13. I lost my way in this world but that never stopped me from loving you. You were always in my mind from afar and I never want to lose you. I want to spend the rest of my life with you will you please marry me?' he said
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"Yes.." she said as he slid the ring on her finger.
They kissed as he laid her back and stripped her of her panties and they had sex for the first time since she had been diagnosed again.
