1st June 2019
10:02 pm
I feel like a lot of people don't even know what it's like to have a crush on someone. I feel like no one's really understanding me nor my emotions.
But when you do have a crush, you're in it deeply. At least I am. Sometimes I can't think of anything or anyone else but him... To be honest it's annoying not being able to think straight.
When he's around I can't keep my eyes off of him. The worst part is that he knows I like him. A lot. And he's fucking ignoring me and hugging everyone else but me.
When we talk or make eye contact, I'm almost shaking with nervousness. When we accidentally touch, I'm starving for more. When he looks at me for a second, I don't want him to stop. When we talk, I sound like an idiot but he sounds like God.
He's the drug that I can't afford. Drug that I'll always want to try. Drug I'll never have.
I hope for everyone to find their 'meant to be' lovers. Lots of love.
Nelly Diesel
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