why do i rely on someone?
why do i think there's always gonna be someone to talk to or to go out with?
i should stop relying on people and start focusing on myself. because even my best friends can be busy.
i am not claiming to have no friends to avoid these situations but to think about yourself as much as you think about your friends.
there's always gonna be someone to disappoint you but you can't let yourself be that person. you have to be the person that distracts you from all that shit. you have to be strong enough to be that person for you. you have to be there for yourself as much as you are for your friends.
the only reason i am even writing this is because now i found myself in one of those situations where there's no one for me. except me. sometimes i gotta deal with my shit alone. not that anything happened. i just wanted to talk. i wanted to confess when i have the guts to do so. but i can't confess to anyone so i guess i am gonna be keeping it for myself. for a while. maybe longer. maybe i won't ever tell. who knows.
besos,
Nelly Diesel
YOU ARE READING
my mind, my shit
Randomthis is something like my diary. my highs, my lows. everything's in here. if you can relate to anything, just text me. maybe we can help each other.
