my mind, my shit

veganism/vegetarianism is wrong

24th August
12:37 am

„Vegans are mad.“
„Everyone should eat meat.“
„We were born to eat animals.“

How the fuck can someone say this? This is the fucking same shit like: „you can't be gay! it's wrong!“

I get that some people are not that understanding like I am but you can at least try to understand these "not normal" people.

Me myself, I never really liked meat but my parents pushed me to eat it. 'Cause I was just a little kid who has to do exactly as their parents say, right? No, no, no fucking way! I know I can't rebel my whole life and won't have to anymore. Just two years and few months and I'll be responsible for my actions. I'll be an adult. I'll be 18.

But back to the subject. I wanna go vegan and everyone on this fucking earth has the right to do so. Those people who says that you HAVE to eat meat are not supporting you at all and you should ignore them or stand up to them. I choose both. Ignore and stand up at the same time. I ignore them most of the time but when they open their mouth about my diet, I just can't stay quiet, so I stand up to them.

Something like this happened a few minutes ago. That why I had the idea to write about it. Let me tell you what happened.

We were having lunch with grandpa and grandma. We had fries and some meat. I ate like a half of the meat and I said „I don't it anymore, I'll eat the fries.“ My brother and mother said I have to eat it. And I was like „No, I don't have to eat it all at home either.“ and I haven't touched it ever since I said it. I was eating those fries and thought that was the end of this ridiculous fight but I was wrong. My (step)grandma was talking some shit about me not eating the meat and stuff. My head was full of arguments to shut her down but I didn't use any of them. I was just eating in silence. Inside I was burning from anger. Then she said something like „Vegetarians are okay but vegans are totally mad.“ and I completely burnt. I thought I was gonna kill her. I took a deep breath and remain silent. Many more arguments were flooding in my head. I don't know exactly what I said but I guess I finally opened my mouth to defend me, vegans and vegetarians. She laughed and said „You have to have the last word, don't you?“ "don't you?" I said in my head. My mother just nodded her head to agree with grandma and that was end. I was so fucking pissed off and I still kinda am.

Do you find yourself in these situations? Are you vegan or vegetarian? Are you for it or against it? I want feedback.

Your Nelly Diesel