19. September 2019
7:30 am
Am I the only one who is tired of listening to the voice inside of their head?
I hate my imagination. It's so sick and I can guarantee you if you had my mind you'd go mad. I'm going mad. I fully realized that yesterday. So lemme tell you a story of yesterday.
I was outside with three boys. Two of them were my classmates and the third I knew just from school. We never spoke. Until yesterday. It was a great night. I laughed a lot. We were making fun of each other. It all would be awesome if my mind didn't think about him and me. Together... Seriously it's not funny. I was thinking about wearing his hoodie, holding hands with him and just being a couple. And I didn't even wanted to. I'm so tired of it. Really. I'm mad at myself cause I don't want to think like that. I just wanna have fun with my friends. Girls, boys or both. Doesn't matter.
Does it happen to you too?
Am I weird?
Nelly Diesel
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my mind, my shit
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