Sad Loki Imagines

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You were one of the people who Loki had saved, after that attack on New York their Father Odin had been convinced by Thor, to make Loki redeem himself on Midgaurd as his punishment.

The God was shook with your confession, he thinks you were just playing a silly trick on him, though you always proved him wrong everytime he doubts your love. You loved and supported Loki even if you were getting left behind in class, as a college student it was tough to be his supporting girlfriend and a daughter to your parents, well they really wanted you to finish your studies and become an Engineer. It was your dream as well as theirs, so getting left behind was putting you down, Loki didn't see that, he was focus on being a hero.

This was not the only problem you are seeing in your relationship with the god of Mischief, lately he'd be frustrasted about some of his Failed missions, he kept blaming himself for those who died during it. Ofcourse you would comfort him instead of studying for that incoming test, finishing that paper works or that homework. Till your mother got furious, she can no longer take it, she was fed up with Loki and your grades, she says "you are a smart girl with a bright future ahead of you" and your life should not revolve around Loki alone while his's does not yours. She had decided you will had to move to spain with her, continuing your studies there.

"Loki, fury says you can be reasign to spain. I want to continue my studies there, mom says you can come along"he was busy reading the informations for his new mission, not even looking up to you.

"Uh... No i cannot. Because i get more missions here, the more i do mission, the faster i finish this redeeming punishment"he gives you small smile, then rubbing his hand on your head to ruin your hair.

When he goes to a mission that takes a week or two to be finish, that is the time you had to focus again studying, but worrying about him still clogs your mind thus you end up staring at the book, not even reading.
You didn't stop there, you still tried to convince Loki to come with you in spain, however, he rejected it all.

Now you were in between of choosing your parents or Loki, you really wanted to make them proud and you knew you can by finishing your college. Then what about Loki? Does he even notice that you are getting deppress? No he does not, he wont even spare a day just to be with you. It was okay, you support him really well, but you can no longer Deal with your mother and you really wanted to be an Engineer.

Loki thought it was odd that you were not calling him often as you always do, so he decided to call you.

"Hey? You busy?"he ask, a shout was heard a bit on the other line, he understand it as 'your plane ticket is ready'said by a woman he can't recognize well.

"Uhh, yeah..."you answered hesitantly.

"Plane ticket? Where are you going love?" His voice was threatening to crack, knowing what this could be.

"Loki i am leaving for spain..."her voice was already broken, she sound as if she had been crying.

He breaths fast "what? Why? I-I'll go with you if that is what you want"he pulls out his hair aggressively, eyes threatening to shed his tears any moment. He was still in mission, and he does not want to mess this up.

"No Loki, i have decided and it's better for us this way"her voice was weak, he still hears the woman behind her talking to her.

"Please don't do this, I will go with you. Please y/n, i love you"he runs to the quinjet then flew back to New York. You had ended the call before he could ask where you were.

He flew dangerously fast back to the stark tower, he ask the Avengers if they knew that you were leaving for spain, he does not know when you are leaving nor where you are now. He made his way to your apartment but it was empty, completely empty, not even a note for him to find.

Contacting every friend you have, they all told him they didn't know where you were, he even called your father but he said you were not home, tho he heard that woman again from before 'asking if they had already called for a taxi', quickly he search for your parents house in New York.

When he got there you were already in the Taxi with your parents, next to you was your mom and beside the driver was your dad.

"Y/n please let's talk, y/n i need you please, don't do this"he begs as he knocks at the window. It suddenly started to rain heavily, your mom had ask the driver to go.

"Y/n!?" The tears streamed down your face, looking at Loki. He tried to run after you, but his body had given up on it's own. He fall on that road in his knees, looking down at it sadly. His brother walk over to him, he pats Loki's shoulder to comfort him tho it did not. He stayed there broken in his knees, and Thor watch him there at his Heartbreak.

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I don't even know why i wrote this😂