Sad Loki Imagines

Your Love

Maybe it's you(2)

She walks the halls of Asguard with him by her side, clinging unto his arms as she looks around.

"Are you sure about this?"he ask.

You gave him a bitter smile, after admitting your love for him, to his brother. You decided what you thought would be best, for yourself and for him.

"Yeah, i don't think i'd be able to endure the pain any longer"you say still wearing a smile.

"I admire how strong you are, while i keep on crying and hoping their relationship to end. You on the other hand is still supporting him"he said as he pull you in for a hug.

"I am his bestfriend after all, yeah, i've always been only a friend to Loki"Thor look at you with pain and worry.

"I don't want to see you go, you've done so much for me. I know this is selfish of me but, if siff wont be my Queen then i'd preffer it, if you were the one to stand by my side instead." Thor spoke calmly and solemn.

I was speechless, Thor was only like my brother and to be his Queen? That's different thing.

"Thor I..."i started but he cut me off.

"I am not going to ask you to bear my children or anything else, i only ask you to stand by my side and help me rule asgaurd."i watch him as he turn his back on me, he walks off to the balcony.

"Odin doesn't have much time left, he plans to pass the throne to me soon" he says.

You stayed silent, staring at the floor; thinking. You really didn't have anywhere to go, you also don't want to leave your home but this place had so much memory of him and you.

"Maybe it's not Loki all along, think about y/n. You told me you have always wanted a family and we can build one. We could adopt a child...just please don't leave" he says, Thor look so helpless, he really wanted you to stay.

"But it's weird, what if i still love Loki?"i ask.

"Then i'll let you go if he wish to be with you"Thor says.

"No Thor, what about your reputation"i say, taking his hand. Maybe being his wife is not that bad at all. Thor and Loki are my family.

"I don't care what they think. I just don't want to watch you walk away"he says, looking deep into my eyes.

"So what do you say? Be the Queen of Asgaurd and rule beside me as my wife? "he ask.

I inhaled deeply before looking up at him again, is this really what i want? Its not that bad really, to be Thor's wife.

"Okay, i'll be your wife, we will adopt two kids; a boy and a girl and we will take in a dog"i laugh.

He slowly smiled brightly, pulling me in for a hug.

"Thank you so much y/n, i'll forever be gratefull for you being part of my and Loki's life"he hugs her too tightly.

"Buuuuuut!"she interrupts.

"If you fall in love with someone, do tell me right away. I'll step down as the Queen, and support you on the sidelines"she continues.

The whole kingdom became hectic with the wedding and coronation preparation as it will be held on the same day per your request so there wont be any separate celebration.

Loki had just gotten back from his mission from another realm, he was ask to go home for his brother's wedding and coronation, he was too thrilled that he had already ended it with siff. Both agreed that it will not work out so they had to go their seprate ways, tho they had not yet announce it.

He didn't really care about all the commotion that the servants are doing, he wants to see you.

Walking into a parlor room, he saw you being surrounded by maids, asking many things that relates to the wedding yet he does not know.

He was stop on his track when one of the maids address you as Queen.

"My Queen is this better for table decoration or would you preffer this one"ask one of the maids.

"I told you, call me by my name"she giggles.

"But my lady, you are soon to be the Queen of Asgaurd and wife of soon to be King Thor Odinson"replied the maid. I cleared my throat to get their attention. All their attention was put on me as i walk over to her.

"Y/n i've missed you dearly"i say, opening my arms to hug her. She returns my hug tighter. Oh i've miss her body against mine, and her sweet smell.

"I missed you too Loki. Uhh...girls, can you all kindly leave for now"she told them

All maids walk out while giggling about something that maybe related to the wedding.

"I am glad you will be attending the wedding"she says

"I didn't know you were with my brother, you said Thor was nothing more than a brother to you" He was hurt, you can tell but the reason why was not something you can guess.

"You said Thor was too much for you"Loki cross the room to sit on the couch.

"Thor change alot, can't you tell?"i smiled at him, following him on the couch to sit beside him yet not too close.

"Besides, Thor and I had Talk about 'This', and we had an agreement"i say, flatenning my dress.

He raise his brow questioning "and what would that agreement be?"he ask.

"Our agreement was that we will adopt two Babies and a dog"i giggle, Loki frowns even more. He remembers clearly, that was your ideal family. 2 or 3 kids and a dog, you told him it didn't matter to you if the child was yours or not, but why adopt??

"Don't you want to bear my brother's children? Why adopt?"ask Loki.

"I don't think i am ready to carry a child but i want to have one, so i am happy when Thor said he wouldn't force me to have children"his frown never fade, the god was heartbroken.

The two of you fell silent, an awkward one. Loki so badly wanted to confess but he was scared, what if you are really deeply in love with his brother?

"Loki is it okay with you to walk me to my groom on the wedding?"you ask him. He so badly wanted to cry yet he couldn't.

"Sure, anything for you" he answered.

3 days before the wedding, Loki never went out his room. He couldn't eat nor sleep for those 3 days. He put so much magic on himself to pretend he was healthy, nervously you stood outside behind close door to wait for Loki.

"My lady the wedding will start in 5 mins, are you sure prince Loki will be here?"said the gaurds in concern.

Aboit to open your mouth to answer when a voice spoke.
"I am here"he says. Take his place beside you, he ordered the gaurds to leave for a moment.

"I'm sorry, for everything"he starts, it confused you yet you stayed silent.

"I just want you to know, that i love you. More than my bestfriend and i'll forever love you. I have always have been in love you but i was too blind to see you. I wish you happiness with my brother"just in time the door flew open and the wedding song flooded the throne room.

Loki turn to the aisle to start walking, and so you did too.
"Did you really mean it?" You whispered

"Every word of it"he answers lowly.

Before you knew it; you were finally at the end and Thor step in to take you from Loki.

"Congratulations brother, take care of her well for me"said Loki giving your hand to his brother.

"Thank you brother"answered Thor.

As you stood there tuning the all father out, his loud voice pulled you back to the reality.

"I say do you Y/n take Thor as your beloved husband?"you trembled in Thors arms, he felt your fear as you turn to look at him

"I..."you start, face falling into a scared nervous frown. The audience anticipated your answer.

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