The Lynch Twins

Chapter 14

Lilly's POV

It was almost over. I was so close. It was Rocky that stopped me. The knife was just centimetres from killing me when he pounced on me, meking me drop it in the process.

"Oh my God Lilly! I can't believe you were going to kill yourself!" Riker shouted. Rocky threw the knife in the bin. Ross stayed silent. Rydel began crying and Ratliff was the one to speak. 

"Lilly, you need therapy. You can't keep going on like this. You can't keep self harming. I know you have a valid reason but it's still terrible. That's why we've booked you to see a psychologist tonight." The rest of them nodded. I felt tears roll down my face at great speed. I shook my head. "No. I don't want to, you can't make me!" I began shouting. They all looked at each other. They whispered something and Ross nodded. The rest of them walked out of the room but Ross sat down on my bed. I reluctantly sat next to him.

"Lilly, come on. Just go to the psychologist, for me. Just come for 3 sessions, and if they don't make any difference, you don't have to go anymore. If you really don't want to go that bad, then I'm not going to force you. But please Lilly, just go tonight. I'll go with you. I won't leave, I'll stay the whole time if you want." I looked into his pleading eyes and sighed. "You promise to stay?" I asked quietly. "I promise."

~A few hours later~

I got out of the car and followed Ross inside. I stood next to him when he signed some forms and sat next to him in the waiting room.

Eventually they called my name. Ross got up and I followed him. I was nervous so he held my hand and led me inside the office. There was a woman sitting in a chair behind a desk. "Hi Lilly, I'm Tessa."(Pic on side) She greated me. She motioned for me to sit down so I did. "Ok, first of all, I know what you're thinking. How can she help me? She doesn't understand what I'm going through. I'm going to tell you know, I do. I used to cut as well." She showed me her wrists. They were covered in scars from her wrist all the way up to her elbow.

We spent some time just talking then she got me to stand up in front of her. She handed me a football and told me she was going to say some names. When she said the names I had to throw the ball harder depending on how much I like/dislike them. "Lola" She said. I threw the ball so lightly it simply just fell on the floor by my feet. She went through all of R5 and I did the same. It only changed when she said the name Jack. (Remember him? He's the reason Lola broke her leg). I threw the ball this time so it actually reached her hands. "Zoe" She said and I threw the ball so hard it bounced off the wall and hit my head.

We finished after that and she wrote some stuff down. She spoke with Ross for a minute while I waited. He nodded and lead me to the car.

"Are you Ok." He asked.

"I'm fine."

But I couldn't have been more wrong.