Love Is Stupid, Love Is Kind

Lovely-Ambition

Falling in love in the teenage years sucks ass.

You fall, scrape you knee, maybe even your hand and then your in.

Your in that bullshit they call love.

Well to me, I think they should call it bullshit because it stinks and when you fall in love it is VERY hard to get out of it... Just like bullshit.

I know what your thinking... "This chick is probably some insane feminist that is on a strict anti-boy diet". Which in some way, Yes I am. But in another way I am not.

I'm only saying these things because I've fallen in love before with someone I thought I might have had a chance with. I thought "hmm lets take a chance here and see where it leads" and you know where it lead me?

Into a pint of Cheesecake Ben&Jerrys and almost 3 months worth of Supernatural.

Now, if you're anyone that knows me, you know that I never tell boy's my feelings.

But the one time I do... He totally screws me over.

Here's how it basically went over,

Lana I love talking to you so much, your the reason I became more like my actual self, the reason I don't really care what people think. The perfect one has been in front of me this entire time. God I was so fucking stupid not to realize. I like you, your not like all the other girls...

Blah, Blah, Blah, Blah.

We talked for 2 months straight and after a couple weeks, he kind of just forgot about me I guess and ignored me every time I tried to engage in a conversation. I fell for him like you fall off a damn skateboard, face first. It felt like someone stabbing me every time he ignored me.

Who is this wonderful being you may ask?

This lovely douche bag of a human being is named Channing O'Brien.

C'mon Lana his name basically screams irrelevant dick face.

Yeah, Yeah. I know right?

Channing O'Brien was basically anyone's idea of perfect boy. His lean 6'0 body plays Center in Lacrosse, hair like a models, and eyes you could get lost in and end up in Narnia.

IM NOT KIDDING FOLKS!! THIS BOY WAS GORGEOUS.

Don't get me started on his perfect personality. It was like he walked out of a #1 Teen Fiction novel.

I'm mentally slapping myself just thinking about him.

Channing O'Brien was the reason I started my blog. It was the only place I could go to get away from him and let my fingers run free on a keyboard to people that appreciated my words.

Who ever listened to that "Don't talk to strangers on the internet" lecture anyways? Its complete and utter bullshit if you ask me. I think they are lovely people.

Anyways, Channing O'Brien is the reason for my broken heart.

Every. Little. Piece.

Grab a box because there's a puzzle to be put together!!

Welcome to the fabulous life of Lana Meyers everybody!

~Lovely-Ambition