Guyssss I feel so freaking bad :(((
I'm so busy so I'm sowee. But last night was the 1d/5sos concert and post depression is kicking in like heck.
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"Hey." I felt hot breath on the back of my neck as tingles ran up my spine.
"Hey you." I turned around and kissed Luke on the cheek.
"Can we talk?" He took my hand and lead me outside, where it suddenly was cold for September.
"Yeah." I say softly "about what?"
"Listen..." He trails off and scratches the back of his neck.
My eyes fall to the ground. Here it comes again.
He suddenly grabs my face and kisses me full on the lips. I kiss him back.. I needed to get my feelings out I was so stressed. He felt the same way. We pressed against each other for several minutes before we broke off, having to catch our breath.
"Anyways.." He continued, his breathing unsteady. "I think you should be with Ashton." His voice cracks when he says Ashton's name and so does my heart.
"Oh...but.." I trail off.
"I know what your thinking." He half pleads. "But Ashton has been a wreck lately. He's screwed without you, Annabeth." He looks me in the eye with a solemn face.
My eyes start to water. "Luke... But.. I care about you so much."
He grabs my hand and rubs it in his. "I care about you too. I have ever since we met eyes." He sighs. "But.. I didn't take my chance at first and Ashton has every right to still love such an amazing girl."
I bury my head in his chest. "Luke.."
"Just think about. Please give him another chance. You deserve a better guy." Luke rests him chin on my head.
"But.." I try
"Shh." He silences me. "Even if it doesn't work out between you too I'm always here. And I will always care."
Tears slide down my cheek. "Why do I have to choose between the two of you?" I ask him, beginning to sob.
"I'm not letting you choose. Go to him." He says in a gentle tone.
He helps me up, and embraces me. We stand there, the air still and frigid. Just hugging as tight as we could.
"Now go.." Luke wipes his face. "Go to him."
"O-ok." I stumble down to the place I last saw Ashton.
I turn around, to see Luke in the same position, he just gives a small nod.
I break into a run. I have to find Ashton before I break down.
Luke's POV.
I sigh and watch her break into a run. I whisper, my voice cracking with pain "I will wait for you forever."
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Crys.
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