It's Okay

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Day 8

Annabella

I stayed home today

My mom comforted me

She told me "It's going to be okay"

I know this is a lie

Or this could be a guess

I've always hated that statement

But she was trying

So I stayed silent

My loudest cry

Going unheard

For she saw silence

As me listening to her

But I guess that's not

A bad thing

Everyone needs to be listened to

At times

Anyways

It got bad today

His sweatshirt...

I was going to wear it today

It says "Coach McCray"

On the back

It's a charcoal grey

When I threw it on

I immediately collapsed

The pain hit me hard

So hard

In my chest

The tears streamed down

Endlessly

All I could do

Was try to grasp

The breath

That was taunting me

In the oxygen

All around

I screamed then

But it came out

Like a wounded animals

Cries

My mother came in

She rocked me back

And fourth like a child

She says I have his eyes

His were a bright hazel

But when his dimmed

Mine became clouded

Now when I look

At my reflection

I see a gurgling brown

I wish they could be

Consumed by a deep blue

Then I would have

My moms eyes instead

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