Hope?

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Day 7

Annabella.

The girls confronted me today

My old friends

That said they would always stay

They lie a lot

It makes me cry a lot

In a pathetic

Type of way

Because after that day

When everything went sour

And I became a label

Of what a person is

When they are often by themselves

I began to worry

About my future

Because if people

Always leave

If people always lie

If people are so gut wrenchingly

Judgmental and selfish

Then why should I try

To become anything else

Then the label that was placed upon my shoulders

The fallout was catastrophic

My therapists says it was not my fault

Thus I'm unsure if it is or not

Adults aren't always truthful either

Then there's

Jonathan

Oh Jonathan

The boy who made me. . .

Have hope

In a pathetic kind of way

The guy is a stranger

But I guess that's okay

When someone's a bullet

You hope they ricochet

Instead of hitting you

In a selfish

Type of way

Though the girl with blonde wavy hair didn't hesitate

To take it away

I'm still hopeful for him

That he will never become me

Because hell I don't want to be me

Most days

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