One Step Back, Two Steps Forward

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She said she needed time,
But she still woke up and went to bed,
With the memories on her mind.

He filled up the space,
She thought was never there,
Only to have seen it,
When he was here.

Where are you now?
She asked into thin air,
Having no answer,
But the sound of wind in her hair.

She apologized for her emotions,
So intense,
She could not bare it.

Make it stop,
She pleaded to him quietly,
Only to be granted silence.

She wasn't lonely,
But in the corners of her soul,
She wished hers mingled with one like his.

I miss you,
She replied to her thoughts of those memories,
She knew were too hard to forget.

And then she thought,
If he is doing fine,
I can do it too,
I just need to be comfortable with my solitude.