Paper Scars || camren

Chapter Seven

"You're everything to me." Lauren shifted, releasing her hold on Camila. When Camila met their eyes, she gave a sad smile. Lauren knew it was real this time. They weren't just talking to have something said to fill the time during their intimacy. It wasn't false. This was honest. In the early hours of the morning, holding the girl she had so much history with, in a dirty utilities closet, Lauren couldn't imagine herself being happier. She looked at Camila's soft lips, the temptation eating away at her.

Camila noticed. "Just... let me finish. We both don't know how long this will last." She breathed, staring at Lauren's lips. If she was being truthful, she wasn't so sure she herself could talk with the tension in the air. Her eyes remained locked on Lauren's soft pink lips. "Lauren," She began. "You make me a better person. You put me before yourself, no matter what. You're extremely selfless and someone I strive to be like. I'm so... jealous of you sometimes because you know what you want. I've never been sure of anything in my life." She met their eyes. "Besides you. And that scares me. I know I've said this means nothing, many times, but obviously that's not true. We keep coming back to each other, even when we don't necessarily want to be around each other but you are a constant force in my life and I wouldn't have it any other way." She redirected her gaze back to her lips, taking a deep breath in order to remain in control of herself. "The way you held me tonight meant everything. You make me feel loved. Can you believe that?" She gave a small chuckle. "Me, out of everyone, feeling loved." She paused. "Only you could make that happen." She watched as Lauren swallowed hard, looking at her neck longingly. She took another deep breath. "And you're beautiful." She bit her lip nervously. "You know that? I love your hair," She traced her fingers over the long, wavy brown locks, "and your eyes," she brushed her fingertips across her eyelashes, "and your nose," her fingers moved across swiftly, "and your lips," her hands shook as she traced across Lauren's lips, her thumb pulling the bottom one down sensually before letting it go. She quickly connected their mouths, unable to wait any longer. Her lips were salty from the dry tears, but Lauren didn't mind. Their tongues were exploring each others mouths as if this would be the last time they were together. Lauren shifted Camila out of her lap and lowered the small girl down to the ground, hovering over her. Camila brought their lips back together by linking her arms behind Lauren's neck. Her legs were intertwined with Camila's, one to the side as the right one pushed into the center of her legs. Lauren kissed hungrily down her neck, making the small girl emit a whimper.

She pressed her hand against Lauren's lower back as Lauren's hand started to make its way around her body. Lauren's fingers danced along Camila's stomach, carefully making their way up her shirt. She lowered her hand from Lauren's lower back and let it linger there, groping it every now and then.

Their hands moved much more slowly now, remembering they would never have this much time. They caressed every part of each other's skin. Lauren's hands moved along her breasts and soon Camila's shirt and bra lay tossed on the floor. She moved her lips back over onto Camila's as she felt the tingling sensation between her legs begin to intensify. From what she was hearing, Camila felt it too.

Her lips moved to Camila's collarbones, her tongue gently licking them. Camila moaned deeply and Lauren realized that she had never heard her sound so vulnerable before.

Camila slid Lauren's shorts off as one of her hands moved to Lauren's thigh, squeezing and caressing it and the other was firmly on her waist. The touch of her fingertips seemed to burn against Lauren's skin. She had never felt anything like it. They broke contact quickly to remove Lauren's shirt before diving into each other again.

Lauren began to drag her fingers first along past her collarbones, between her breasts and down her stomach, Camila's skin shivering under the touch. She paused for a moment, just barely sneaking her fingers into Camila's underwear. She slid Camila's panties down and then slid a finger inside Camila's most sensitive spot. Camila moaned so loud Lauren thought someone might hear but she reminded herself they were locked in a utilities closet and everyone was asleep.