Why am I here?

Chapter 15

(Nat's P.O.V...Still)

It was soon time to go back to Earth. I took Cerrie's possessions with me, the ones she left me in her will. I wore her clothes everyday. Her jumper is now on me, over her signature dress and forest green stockings. Her green ribbon tied to a lock of my hair and a bell on each end of the ribbon. Her glasses around my neck as I now use them for reading 'Alice in Wonderland'. If Wonderland is Underland, who is Alice, Cerrie said she met her. "Sebastian, who is Alice?" 
"You have the story in your hands." He was coming with us. 
"But Do you know if she's still alive?"
"I don't know. But shouldn't your friends be able to tell you?"
"I'm not sure. What was Alice's last name?"
"Liddell. I think."
"Thanks Sebastian." I said as I ran towards Tony and Bruce. She got from Earth to Underland, maybe she could lead us to where Cerrie is.

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It turns out Alice is Thor's niece. She's a portal jumper like Sebastian and Cerrie. But Cerrie wasn't wearing her top hat at the time. Her portal. You should see me now. I look like a geek, but I love it.

Sebastian now has my old room, as I now own Cerrie's house. I start to do things more ambitious. I quit the Avengers and S.H.I.E.L.D to start doing a similar job to Sam, I start doing talks to inspire schools, war veterans, and museum-goers of Cerrie's doings. I live in her house with her room still as she'd left it. I go to conventions dressed as Cerrie, I go pride parades as a pansexual woman who lost her bisexual lover, although neither of us knew it. Even though we never found her body, I tried to carry out her wishes as accurate as possible. I take Steve and Bucky to Coney Island every 13th September. The Avengers thought it was unhealthy to be living by myself for long periods of time. So I bought a cat and a rabbit, the cat was called Cheshire and the rabbit was called Mc Twisp. 

The other night, dear,
as I lay sleeping,
I dreamed I held you in my arms.
When I awoke dear, 
I was mistaken,
so I hung my head and I cried.

You are my sunshine,
my only sunshine.
You make me happy when skies are grey.

You'll never know, dear,
how much I love you.
Please don't take my sunshine away.

I'll always love you,
I make you happy.

And nothing else could come between.
But if you leave me,
to love another,
you'll have shattered all of my dreams.

You are my sunshine,
my only sunshine.
You make me happy when skies are grey.
You'll never know, dear,
how much I love you.
Please don't take my sunshine away...

My phone suddenly started to buzz. "Hello?"
"Hello Agent Romanoff." Fury spoke.
"I'm not an agent anymore director Fury." I informed him.
"You may want to hear this. I think we found them."
"Who? Director?" I asked.
"Dr Banner and Agent Coulthard."
"I never knew Alex was missing."
"Not Alex."
"I never knew Sebastian was an agent."
"Not Sebastian either. You, Agents: Rogers, Coulthard, both of them, Barnes, and if you want: Barton, to go with Thor to collect Alice Liddell as we believe she has found a way to search for Dr Banner and Agent Coulthard." Fury explained.
"One problem: I don't have my uniform anymore. And if I do get a new one, it has to be like Cerrie's one." I demanded.
"Anything to get you back on the team." The director said before he ended the call.
Well, it looks like I'm an Avenger again.

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"Hello Grandmaster." I greeted him.
"Why hello, pet Natasha." Yes, the Grandmaster calls me 'Pet'. He did save me from thugs after all. I dress up for him, do his bidding and keep the top position as a warrior. With Hulk of course. Hulk was with me when we were found. I am what they identify as a Natasha. It was on the gun I was found with. I'm also scared he does unthinkable things to me. I don't like it, but otherwise he'll get Hulk to kill me. Brunnhilde, the valkyrie, is also my friend. She helps me when I'm too injured from a fight, or once the Grandmaster has done that 'activity', as he calls it.

I am supposed to wear maid clothing when I am to do his bidding:

They call me the shadow fairy. Because I look like a fairy and I act like a shadow to the Grandmaster, being his servant and all. Sometimes he likes to sneak his bony fingers up my thigh and grasp certain things and I'm supposed to let him do it. I don't want to! But if I don't he will execute me. 

This, is the one for when I become the warrior:

The blue glow in the scythe is a shard of the tesseract. How I am in it's possession, I do not know. The sceptre in my right hand looks like it belonged to a queen, I fell as f I have seen it before. The gun on my leg is the one I was found with but I don't know what a 'Natasha' is... 

This is my evening outfit, My PJ's. The Grandmaster likes to 'Ping' on the straps of my tights, I think that's why he makes me wear them. I don't know where I got the pack of cards from either, they have pictures of a place I recognise. The rabbit is what I made myself, his name is Mc Twisp. The pendant around my neck is another thing that I was found with. It says: Cerrie-Leigh Coulthard #1313. 13th Brooklyn. I don't know what that means either...