Shooting Star [FINISHED]

The longer I wait

The worst thing about knowing someone close to you suffering is indescribable. It is beyond words. You want to help but you don't know how. And when you do, it sometimes bring hatred when it doesn't work out as you plan.

That is what I am trying to avoid with her. She reminded me that when we were in Sagada. I try to be as normal as I can be whenever we see each other that sometimes I feel like a robot programmed to act a certain way.  Then she stops meeting the group again. As an introvert, I am too sensitive with other people's reaction especially that of her.

Is she hurting again? She's still breathing, right? Could she feel what I feel whenever we meet? Does she not want to make me feel awkward? There's just to many questions coming to my mind that I don't know what to think anymore.

I want to message her to know if she's okay but I am afraid she might run away from me. I don't want her to feel that I am too clingy or needy or whatever.

One week...

Two weeks...

One month...

Two months...

Three months. It's been three months not seeing here. Not knowing how is she faring.