emotions

m.t.

I love you, you know that right?

I care about you, you know that right?

I am here for you, you know that right?

I would do anything for you, you know that right?

I am sorry

I am a shitty friend

I should not have closed the door,

not closed.

SLAMMED

I should not have slammed the door

you just wanted somewhere to be safe

I could have been the place

but i did not let that happen

why

why

why 

why

because I am stupid

I am dumb

I do not think of others

only myself

you know i have anger issues, right

you know i have trust issues, right

you know i did not mean to, right

i have failed as a best friend, right

because that is what it feels like

i have failed at my life

my job

she is my everything

and i just fucked it all up

i always somehow do this

why do i always do this?

do i never learn?